Friday, January 30, 2009

Starting to Talk a Little

Coming out of depression and into my manic cycle
is always interesting in that I start to talk more.
But at first it seems that what I have to say makes
no sense at all. For example, I am now starting to
write threads on the science forum but the people
there don't know me from Adam and are a little
offended by my grandiosity and ego about my
creative genius. But I do not expect everyone to
know all about bipolarity and its connection to
creative genius. If everyone in the world read
the same books that I have about bipolarity, then
we would all be on the same track. It is a task to
try and educate people about true bipolarity and
it symptoms. I have had it my whole life so I know
what the hell I am talking about. Believe me when
I say that bipolarity is the breeding ground of creative
genius. All true artists are truly bipolar. It is as simple
as that and according to years of my research. But don't
take my word for it. Read Touched With Fire by Dr.
Kay Jamison. She is the worlds leading authority on
bipolarity and has written 5 books about it.

 

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Coming Out of My Depression

I am finally coming up and out of my depressive cycle.
These things take time and are easily documented.
But only another bipolar like myself can truly know
what I am talking about and be interested in such things.
That is why I try to write it all down. But in the past I
have deleted many blogs about my bipolar cycles due
to the nature of their content. That is to say, I sometimes
create blogs that have evil type content such as my
Achrist blogs from last year. Those blogs were product 
of a manic episode and should have been left as documentation
of the same. But people who find these type of blogs, do
not know that they are just the product of mania and
that the blogs author (me) am not always like that.


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

To The Normal Eye

To the normal eye, I have a stigma. My stigma
is my mental illness and my mental illness is
my manic-depressive bipolarity. But true bipolarity
breeds creative genius which is seen by the normal
eye as a gift. So my stigma is a gift. But the normal
eye is not gifted and lacks to much stigma. So we
discard it as undesirable. The normal eye belongs
to the normal person lacking stigma and the gift.
But that which lacks the gift is undesirable so we
should discard it to the fire. So all normal people
will be discarded into the fire since they lack the
desired gift. That leaves all of us stigmatic mentally
ill and gifted people finally in charge of the world.

Social stigma, a severe social disapproval of personal characteristics 
or beliefs that are against cultural norms. A topic in mental health 
literature.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Bipolar Music

My bipolar piano music can be heard here
But why on earth would anyone want
to hear bipolar music? G-d only knows.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Art And Bipolar Cycles

It is experienced by Angel that creating art is
best done while in a mania, and that all other
art is just wana be art.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Waiting For A Mania

As an artist, Angel lives for his up time to create.
There is nothing else in the world like a good 
controlled mania for creating art. But this can
not be forced nor induced by drugs. It must come
as and be natural in order to be sustainable. 

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Almost There

Right now Angel is kinda almost there. That is to 
say, actually in a mania. In the beginning of his
manic climbs, he goes up 1 stair but down two stairs. 
This happens for about a month then it starts to
climb level. It is in the "Almost There" mode that
Angels gets nothing done. Angel is NOW in this mode
but showing signs of life with this post.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Documenting My Illness

Since 2007, Weblog De Fuego has been trying to
document the up and down cycles of bipolarity.
Angel De Fuego sometimes deletes blogs (pages)
of Weblog De Fuego that were products of his manic
episodes. But in doing so, some of the vital data
related to bipolarity gets deleted also. This example
shows what this means. Those people who got to 
see this now deleted blog, know full well what
this means. Angels potential for looking evil is 
great, but his heart is not into it. So blogs get deleted
that should have been left to study for info about
bipolar cycles. After deleting about 10 blogs that
related to Angels claim to be the Achrist, and other
evil related looking stuff. Angel now feels that he
should have left these blogs as documented evidence 
of his bipolar cycles. The fact that they existed and
were seen, read, heard, and commented upon by
people, is proof alone that Angel is truly crazy.

But Angel is now walking upon a different road than
before. Angel agrees with his new President, that we
all must leave behind childish things, and start to
try to help out more, each his fellow man. So during
Angels next manic episode, becoming the Achrist will
NOT happen. Instead, (though anything could happen)
Angel will try to focus his creative energies on helping
America move forward as a Christian Nation under G-d.
Although Angel will most likely NOT go door to door
with a gospel, he could however put a large wooden
cross on a small wheel, and drag it thru town.

Even so, Angel feels very lucky and very loved by G-d
that he has SSI only each month, to get him by.
That is to say, in light of recent economic events and
the fact that Angels neighbor just lost his job and has
NO income. So being mentally ill and on SSI right now
does not seem as bad as it used to. 

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Moving Right Along

Weblog De Fuego thinks it could do more than 
just to sit around and contemplate its own navel.
Weblog De Fuego has been posting since 2007
but has never been political or informative. 
Its creator, Angel De Fuego, has serious mental
issues from severe bipolarity and can mostly 
only function  as an artist in seclusion. 
Deep depression restricts and confines Angel
at home and this depression comes in cycles.

During the highs (mania) of each cycle, Angel is
creating art, but not commercially. But the cycles 
get worse with age, so Angel goes even further
into the insanity of his mental illness. That means
almost anything could happen on Weblog De Fuego.
Those who already know about Weblog De Fuego
and its completely dark and evil past, have an idea
of what this means. Angel has deleted many of his
dark evil and Achrist blogs. Those blogs were product
of many manic episodes. Anything could happen on
this blog in 2009. Angel has a mania coming. 
It is a law in his cycles, that after a depression there
is a mania. Angel takes no medication for bipolarity
and this gives full rein of the illness to show itself
in full, and thereby be documented.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Speech: In My Own Little World

This is not a political blog, and I have bipolarity.
That pretty much assures that no body will ever
read this blog. But I walk alone on the road of life
with faith in G-d, that I too can someday become
something or someone. A voice crying in the dark
and media-less solitude which lies not within my 
own mind, but the real state of affairs which affairs
are questioned in the face of reality. So I now pick
myself off, dust myself up, and join my new leader
to keep to myself and out of society where I am a
nuisance. It is indeed better for all mankind, that I
just sit down and shut up and stop making myself
looking foolish to the world. However, I can not do
this alone, I need your help. Each American must do
his part in the effort to tie me down to a chair and
formal meeting. 

It won't be easy, at first  there will be struggles and
false starts, but I know that as a people, you all can
keep me safe and from the evils of the world. I want 
to make it into heaven, but if each one of you takes
part in me being influenced by evil, then I too will
start to act as you and become evil also. It is the 
responsibility of each American to keep me safe and
out of arms way. That is why I have signed into act
this law that forces every American to protect my
rights and keep me alive and safe. This also guarantees 
my safe arrival in heaven and for eternity with G-d.

Thank you and may G-d bless America.



Monday, January 19, 2009

Mexico Collapsing


Mexico in danger of collapse,
says US army
 - Jan 16, 2009

America, which shares a 2000 mile border with Mexico, would be the
obvious destination for massive refugee flows if its neighbour descended 
into civil war...

Experts say: Iran Will Have Nuke This Year

Iran will have nuke this year.
A panel of experts has concluded that time is dangerously running 
out for the U.S. to put in place a protective anti-missile umbrella. 
The biggest threat is Iran, which the panel forecasts will have the 
A-Bomb this year.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Islam Out of Mexico

Islamic missions in Mex. are popping up in recent
years. In 2005, then President Fox of Mex. said that
he was concerned with  an ever growing islamic 
community in Mexico and its ties to al-Qaida.

to help fight war on drugs.

  

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Islam On March South of Border


Mexico agrees to monitor foreign groups as 
Muslim recruitment rate skyrockets.

In recent years islamic recruitment has taken foothold
in Mexico, and it is just a matter of time before Mexican
drug war lords become Islamic Jihadist. If USA does not
do something about it now, then we will soon be fighting
a holy war with Mexico.  

The recruitment of new followers is especially active in southern Mexico and among the indigenous Mayans who are converting by the hundreds, according to a report in Der Spiegel. The Mexican government, the report says, is concerned about a culture clash in its own back yard.

About 300 Tzozil-Indians have converted to Islam in recent years and it's a development that is beginning to worry the Mexican government, said the Der Spiegel report. The government even suspects the new converts of subversive activity and has already set the secret service onto the track of the Mayan Muslims. Mexican President Vincente Fox has even gone so far as to say he fears the influence of the radical fundamentalists of al-Qaida.

Indeed, with Islamic "charities" under increasing international pressure and scrutiny to cut ties with terrorists, al-Qaida and other allied organizations are expanding operations throughout Latin America, establishing both legitimate and criminal enterprises to fund future operations.

From a 2005 article 

Friday, January 16, 2009

Border Invasion Pics

Click here to see current photos/videos
of illegals crossing into USA. This is and
will continue to be a problem until we build
the dooms day device and set it off in Mex.
city. Once all the Mexicans are dead, then we
can march into Mex. and re-claim it for America
and apple pie. Then we will import people from
South America to do the jobs that used to belong
to those Mexicans.......God save the Queen. 

I don't like Mexicans illegally crossing over into
my American border town with an over inflated
sense of privilege to my Governments storehouse.
If Mexicans would put as much creative energy into
their own countries well being, as they do into getting
illegally across the border, then they would see their
own resources as exploitable and sustainable.
Having the USA and its tempting glitter shinning in the
Mexican eye, is just a stumbling block to the mexican 
people and their own success. They would rather come
to the USA and sponge off its welfare system than stay
in Mex. and learn how to get their own oil out of the 
ground.  They all make me sick!

USA Mexico War

Every day, I hear gun fire across the border.
I live in San Ysidro USA a stones throw from the 
border. I don't have kids, but if I did, I would 
keep them inside and out of school. It is not safe
for Americans to go into mexico anymore. 4000
drug war related deaths were in TJ alone in 2008.

We here in San Ysidro need the USA troops here
right now to prevent an eventual drug war here in
San Ysidro. The Mexican troops came too late to
TJ and long after the drug war began. But if we can
protect San Ysidro from such a thing happening,
by brining the troops in first, then I think we should.
There is also a growing islamic movement in Mexico
since and before 2005. But now it is getting worse. 
Are the Mex. drug war Lords really islamic extremists?
If there not now, they will soon be.
 

Thursday, January 15, 2009

USA Mexico War

USA Mexico War


A real war is coming around border crossing issues but mexico 
is too ignorant to see it. I predict troop build ups, on both sides 
of the border, in the near future. More Americans will become 
even less tolerant of illegal mexicans crossing each day. It's just a 
matter of time before USA Closes the border in and out of Mex.
Now USA Marines are no longer allowed in Mex. And Mex. is 
on the verge of total collapse of its internal structure.  Once the 
drug war in TJ spills over into USA border towns like San Ysidro,
then the USA troops will start collecting there in San Ysidro.
Once that happens...and it will, then all hell will break lose. 
 


Thursday, January 01, 2009

Mexico in Civil War: Will Soon Collapse?

Travel Warning About Mexico

The drug related civil war inside mexico rages on out
of control while travel warnings go out to all North
American to "Stay out of Mexico" until further advised.