Sunday, October 07, 2012

Buying This Trailer Camp Site


I am waiting for approval for this camp trailer as a place to get away
and have privacy to just be me and do what the fuck I want in my own
place anytime I want to!


Monday, August 27, 2012

God Is Hiding Something


John 8:44

New King James Version (NKJV)
44 You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your 
father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning
and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. 
When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he 
is a liar and the father of it.

It's very interesting to note that God who knows all things past 
present and future, went ahead and created Lucifer anyway knowing
full well that Lucifer would fall and drag a third of mankind down with
him to hell. Jesus said that "He was a murderer from the beginning"
God knew this and yet created him anyway. WTF!

I believe it is all part of Gods plan to love to death His creature He 
calls man. Love to death indeed, and lets not forget the flood and
the fact that God regretted having created mankind Gen.6:6-7 so God
flooded man to death to get rid of the evidence of His mistake for
which he did regret and then blamed it on mankind anyway.

The suffering of Job brought about by Satan in Job 2:1 tells us that 
God allows Satan to temp, torture and harm us in many ways as a
test to see if we will curse God. WTF! What possible pleasure could
God get out of watching us suffer at the hands of Satan, just to
prove a point? This proves that Satan works for God.

So it looks like there must be suffering or God is not happy
What The Fuck!


summery:
God created Satan knowing full well that he would fall and drag
man with him to hell, but He created him anyway...WTF!

Come Let Us Reason Together!!!!!!

So God, if Satan was a murderer and lier from the beginning,
then why did you go ahead and create him so mankind 
would have to suffer on his account?

You created me bipolar so I have problems understanding
things at times so I need a little help with this one.

What is it about watching us (mankind) suffer just to prove
your point, that gives you so much pleasure?

You said "Come let us reason together" so that is what I
am trying to do here since the bible doesn't give me the
answers I need.

I think your hiding something God!

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Come Let Us Reason Together



 Isaiah 1:18 

New American Standard Bible
(©1995)

"Come now, and let us reason together," Says the LORD, "Though your sins are as scarlet, They will be as white as snow; Though they are red like crimson, They will be like wool.

The Lord would reason with me a human?

Ok then, How about we reason why you God created Lucifer knowing full well that he would eventually fall and drag most of mankind with him to hell?

Do you Lord have a reason for that?

Why does Lucifer (Satan) appear with the sons of God to present himself before you Lord in 
Job 2:1 ? 

Who are the sons of God? Can we reason about this?

Why did you Lord make a deal with Satan to screw up Jobs life just to see if Job would curse you? You do it with us all don't you....Why? What satisfaction could it possibly bring you that would
warrant such torture from Satan? Job 2:1-7 

Do you have a reason for any of these that you care to share with me?

Do you really want to reason, are we really going to reason together or did some scribe just add that to scripture?

Why are you so obsessed with hiding from man and what's with your constant pleasure with faith?

Are you really there, and if your not, do you have a reason for that?


I know that you love to take your sweet time with my life but I need these answers ASAP so please

hurry and reply, thank you.

Angel De Fuego




Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Bipolar 12 Step Program


12 Step Program For Bipolar 1:


1. Admitting Powerlessness over the insanity of our Bipolarity-that our lives had become unmanageable.

2. Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves (medications, doctors, families, support team and friends) could restore us to sanity.

3. Made a decision to turn our wills and lives over to the care of a Power greater than ourselves as we understand it. 

4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

5. Admitted to our Higher Power to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our illness. 

6. Were entirely ready to have our Higher Power remove our illness. 

7. Humbly asked our Higher Power to remove our illness. 

8. Made a list of all persons we have harmed and become willing to make amends to them all.

9. Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so when injure them or others.

10. Continue to take personal inventory and when we are sick promptly seek help. 

11. Sought through therapy and medications to improve our conscious sanity as we understand it. 

12. Having had a conscious awakening as a result of these steps, we try to carry this message to other Bipolar people and to practice these principles in all our affairs.








Sunday, August 12, 2012

About BP1 Support Group



Bipolar 1 support group is a community fund raiser/organizer 
that offers assistance advocacy and help to bipolar 1 sufferers.
Check it out at:
Feel free to leave comments and give feedback.
See you there!

Monday, August 06, 2012

Profile Update



I am an artist with bipolar 1 disorder and a bit nuts at times. You will find links here about bipolarity and its connection to artistic temperament and creativity. You will also find samples of the fruits (music, paintings and poetry) of my creativity. I have my belief's and doubts about God, Satan Christianity, religion etc. which you will find posted here at times as well. Enjoy my art.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Never Forget The Flood







I can forgive God for trying to destroy the spirit of mankind during the flood, 
but I can not forget since it is written in the word of God. 
I can never forget that God tried to destroy me. 
Creating me does not give Him the excuse to just flood/kill me at 
His every whim. Since God loves us (me) so much, 
he needs to be sensitive to our needs and micromanage our lives 
within the laws of free moral agency.
If He can't even do that then there is a problem in Heaven and 
"Houston, you are the problem!"


"Never Forget The Flood"



Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Bipolar Seen Thru God & Lucifer


My bipolar 1 disorder with psychotic ideations is best seen through
my manic episodes or depressed state as God or Lucifer. That is to
say that when I am depressed I go into a humble state of seeking 
God and wanting God to comfort me and be near me. I pray and I
live more open to doing good. But in contrast when I am manic and
in an episode I get Antichrist like and am into thinking I may be a 
prophet for Lucifer or I could start a Satanic church and beg for 
money in Lucifers name the same way that preachers beg for money 
in Jesus name then spend it on themselves.

Not all bipolar 1 people have psychotic ideations but I have that type
really bad and I can rant for centuries about it if given the chance.
So thank God that He has shortened my life to 120 years as the bible
says tho I may not live that long, lol. So if you can imagine yourself
in the same situation as I with having bipolar 1 with psychotic ideations
and still doing what ever it is your doing? How would your life differ
from the way it is now if you were like me? I have been locked inside
of rubber rooms and strapped face down on gurneys so I have been
thru the valley of insanity and saw the darkness all around me.

I am not out of it yet and still the darkness prevails but yet with less 
intensity for now I see little shimmers of light coming thru from what
seems light years away. There really are not that many people like me 
in the world, and those that are similar are locked up or are already dead.
Read Touched With Fire by dr. Kay Redfield Jamison. She showcases 
a few artists in the past that were bipolar 1 like me.

So the only thing that you all will be able to do with me is to either 
kill me or lock me up where I can do no harm by writing crap all over
my weblog and facebook page about other crap that is even crappier 
crapy'er crapie'er than the first crap in the first place. Again thank God
that no one will care in a hundred years since we will all be dead then.
Now if you will excuse me I must go and find my proton pump inhibitor
so I can hunt down and kill some little ideation critters. I ask the god 
Omeprazole for his help, Amen.


Sunday, July 15, 2012

Friday, June 22, 2012

Another Phuking Blogger Update


Actually this has nothing to do with blogger save to say,
I see they have updated their Procom protocol and changed
the way I did this last time I posted. Anyway, what I really
want to talk about has nothing to do with blooger or blogger
smogger cuz what I really want to talk about I haven't even
had the chance to mention, cuz this A-hole keeps writing crap
in my name.

Now kind Sir, Mr. De Fuego, If the incoherency of this thing
coagulates within thine ownn head/brain what ever, then let the
cox cable crow twise as nice as that when he crowed bafor Amen
shall we pray?

Hail Mary full of grace the Lord is with thee, 
blessed art thou among women and blessed 
is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary Mother of God pray of us sinners 
now and at the hour of our death, amen. 

repeat prayer 400 times before bedtime 

.....................................................................................................................................................






I was born with Bipolar Disorder 0ne (1) and I want to kill you
but don't worry cause I don't know where you live.
Even if I did know where you live, you can always hide
from me or pretend your not home.

BP1 people like me are bipolar from the stroller and are
late bloomers and often misunderstood and rejected.
Thats why we have to sneak up from behind you to
kill you otherwise we could just do it in your face.

I can be as gentle as a kitten or as fierce as a lion 
or worse, I can be both at the same time.
I am both volatile and dangerous around people who trigger me.
If you are afraid of me I can sense it and it makes me
want to kill you all that much more, so don't act afraid
of me while your around me.

Now you have been educated about me and people
like me so don't go pushing our buttons or we will
kill you. We are far and few between but we are out there...

Bipolar 1 Disorder is a killer
Don't be the next victim 

Sunday, April 29, 2012



Does It Take Money To Spread The Gospel?
By: Bodé Adeboyejo



Money, they say, makes the world go round. But does it make the Gospel go round too? If you posed this question to most radio/TV preachers and presidents of Christian ministries the answer to this question would be a resounding, "YES!" As far as they are concerned, and would like us to believe, it does take money to spread the Gospel.



But does it really take money to spread the Gospel? Really? To which I’d have to answer, with a resounding, "NO!" It does not take money to spread the Gospel! If it does, Jesus would not have sent out His disciples to preach the Gospel without money. Twice, not once, when Jesus sent out His disciples to preach the Gospel, (first the twelve and then the seventy disciples -- Luke 9:1-6 and Luke 10:1-30); He told them not to take anything with them for the journey. Not money, not extra clothes, not extra shoes, not food, etc.
You know that sounds more like God, because it’s contrary to what we would do in the natural. Remember, His thoughts are not our thoughts, and His ways are not our ways… (Isaiah 55:8). Conventional wisdom, on the other hand, says that you need, and should take these things before embarking on a journey. But Jesus said don’t take these things.

Have you ever wondered why Jesus would tell His disciples not to take basic necessities with them when they went out to preach? Perhaps the reason Jesus said don’t take these things was because He knew that these things, rather than be an aid to the Gospel, could easily become a distraction to the Gospel.
I mean, common-sense dictates that you at least take money, even if you don’t take the other things, because you can buy the other things with money. But "faith-sense" says that you trust the One sending you on such a journey to provide and meet all your needs -- everything necessary to accomplish the task. That is His responsibility.

Therefore, if God sends you on a mission or an assignment, it is His responsibility to provide for you while on the assignment. After all, it is His assignment. So, you don’t need to come up with tricks or gimmicks or marketing strategies on how to provide for yourself.

You say, "But Paul asked the Corinthians for money to support his ministry. Why do you say that it doesn’t take money to spread the Gospel?" No! Paul did not ask the Corinthians for money to support his ministry. Rather, he reminded them of the promise they made to support the other saints (2 Corinthians 9:5). The money was meant to meet the needs of the other saints in need (2 Corinthians 9:1, 12). Not for spreading the Gospel. There’s a difference (Read the whole of 2 Corinthians 8 and 9). This was similar to what the Early Christians did in Acts 2:41-47 and 4:33-37.
You know that Paul did not beg for money to because in his first letter to the Corinthians he wrote to them concerning giving, and whether a minister of the Gospel should be compensated for his efforts, saying:
If we have sown spiritual things for you, is it a great thing if we reap your material things? If others are partakers of this right over you, are we not even more?
Nevertheless we have not used this right, but endure all things lest we hinder the gospel of Christ. Do you not know that those who minister the holy things eat of the things of the temple, and those who serve at the altar partake of the offerings of the altar? Even so the Lord has commanded that those who preach the gospel should live from the gospel. But I have used none of these things, nor have I written these things that it should be done so to me; for it would be better for me to die than that anyone should make my boasting void…What is my reward then? That when I preach the gospel, I may present the gospel of Christ without charge, that I may not abuse my authority in the gospel.
 1 Corinthians 9:11-15 & 18

"...One age-old scam churches and preachers have been running for years is having church building funds..."


I have heard radio and TV preachers say something like this, "the Gospel is free but someone has to put in the plumbing work to get it to the people." True. But that’s for God to worry about. I don’t believe that a preacher has to beg for money to help put in the "plumbing work."


You say, "But how would the people know that there’s a need if you don’t tell them?" To which I say, "By the Holy Spirit." Whenever and wherever there’s a need in the Body of Christ or a church, God moves upon the hearts of people to meet the need. God knows a need even before we know there’s a need. That’s why He makes sure that He moves on the heart of the people to meet the need. But I guess we don’t trust God enough to meet our needs that way.


I believe that one of the reasons most ministries or ministers come up with all kinds of schemes to raise money is because they over-stretch their ministries, all in the name of acting out in faith. And when they are not able to meet their enormous bills, they resort to all kinds of tricks and schemes. Another reason is just due to their sheer extravagance, in the name of making God look ‘good.’ You often see such unnecessary extravagance in multi-million dollar church buildings or ministry buildings or campuses.

Therefore, one age-old scam churches and preachers have been running for years is having church building funds, where they ask the people to give above and beyond their tithes and offerings to build what they call "God’s House." First of all, let me say that God does not dwell in temples made by hands (Acts 17:24). Rather, He dwells in the hearts of men. We are His temple (1 Corinthians 3:16)!
Second of all, God doesn’t care about where we worship; whether we worship under a tree, in a tent, a school or a cathedral. He only cares about our worship, i.e., how we worship Him –- in spirit and in truth (John 4:24). He only cares about being resident in our hearts, not in brick and mortar.
That’s why Jesus told His disciples when they were caught up admiring the beauty of the temple at Jerusalem that the temple would soon be destroyed. (Mark 13:1-2).

Perhaps, you say, "But how about in the Old Testament, where God told Moses to tell the people to bring their gold, silver, etc. to build the tabernacle?" (Exodus 25:1-3) That’s true. That was in the Old Testament, and that’s why it’s the Old Testament! It does not apply to us in the New Testament, in the dispensation of Grace. Remember that the tabernacle was a make-shift, collapsible tent. It was a temporary structure. God had to dwell in the tabernacle because in the Old Testament, God’s Spirit couldn’t reside in man because Jesus had not yet come and man had not been redeemed yet.

Even when King Solomon built the first temple, he acknowledged the fact that heaven could not contain God, much less for Him to dwell in a temple (1 Kings 8:27).
So, don’t let anyone con you into giving into a building fund. If the Lord lays it on your heart to do so, you may. But don’t be cajoled or pressured to give by any sweet-talking salesperson, in the name of a preacher, to give to a church building fund.

"The reason we think that it takes money to spread the Gospel is because we’d rather throw money at a problem than be personally involved."

Some of these preachers even have the gall to ask their members and radio or TV audience to contribute towards purchasing a private jet or upgrading their private jets, so that they can take the Gospel to the rest of the world! Lie! Most of them use the private jets for their personal pleasure than they do actual ministry work!
For instance, Christian ministries like TBN, Daystar, etc., raise money every year during a telethon (as someone put it, "Con-a-thon") in the name of taking the Gospel to the outermost parts of the world or that they are reaching the world for Christ. Lie! They raise money to sustain the lavish lifestyles of their founders Paul and his wife Jan Crouch (TBN), Marcus and Joni Lamb (Daystar). They are not reaching the world for Christ; rather they are only reaching the Body of Christ or better yet the spiritually gullible for themselves; to grow their own personal empires!

I mean, how are you reaching the world for Christ, when the majority of your viewers are Christians, not unbelievers? For the most part, unbelievers don’t watch Christian stations or programming! So, if anyone is truly trying to reach sinners, he/she would go where sinners are or broadcast on secular radio or TV stations that sinners listen to or watch, not Christian stations!
I don’t know about you, but when I was a sinner, a Christian station or religious programming was the last thing I wanted to see. Even if I was channel-surfing, and came upon a religious programming, I changed the channel quickly to go on to something else. I mean, who wants to watch a preacher whooping and hollering when I could be watching musical videos on BET?

Is it any wonder then why Christianity lacks credibility around the world? If all people see are the money-hungry, con-artists on TBN and Daystar; the likes of Rod Parsley, Juanita Bynum, Paula White, etc. Or some of the other preachers who misuse and take scriptures out of context, the likes of Creflo Dollar, Kenneth Copeland, Benny Hinn, T.D. Jakes, Joel Osteen, Joyce Meyers and a host of others.
For instance, just recently, Paula White at a TBN telethon, read Psalm 66:12, to ask the viewers to call in to pledge $66.12 for the next 12 months to help support TBN, so that they can get the blessing of Psalm 66:12! My goodness! How do these people come up with these scams? Ah! How are they able to sleep at night? Don’t they have a conscience?
By the way, just in case you are wondering what Psalm 66:12 says…it says
You have caused men to ride over our heads; we went through fire and through water; but You brought us out to rich fulfillment.
Anyway, moving right along…
So, if it does not take money to spread the Gospel, what does it take and how is the Gospel going to reach the outermost parts of the world? The same way the Gospel got to us through Jesus and His disciples. The same way the Gospel reached the world in biblical days – by each one reaching one.
No where in the Bible would you find anyone beg the people for money to help spread the Gospel. And please don’t tell me that things have changed since biblical times. Or that today, it takes more money to spread the Gospel than it did in biblical times. Lie! Nothing has changed. At least, not as it relates to spreading the Gospel. The same old-fashioned way of each one reach one will still get the job done, today and in the future!
The reason we think that it takes money to spread the Gospel is because we’d rather throw money at a problem than be personally involved. We’d rather send money or use electronic media to go where we ought to go. We think that when Jesus said that the end of the world shall not come until the Gospel has been preached in all parts of the world (Matthew 24:14), that he meant by radio, TV, newspaper, books, telephone, fax, internet, etc. No! He meant by each one reaching one. He meant each one of us personally preaching the Gospel to a lost and dying world.

Think about it, if it takes money to spread the Gospel, then cults like the Jehovah’s Witnesses and Mormons would not have followers. Yet, you never see them on radio or TV evangelizing or even begging you for money at that. Why? Simply because they are busy doing simple, old-fashioned evangelism; going door-to-door, and each one reaching one. That’s what we, the Church of Jesus Christ, are called to do! Not preach through radio, TV or the internet or beg for money at that!

Sure, using the media is good. It makes evangelism easier. I have nothing against it. Thank God for radio, TV, the internet, etc. There’s nothing wrong with them. If not, you won’t be reading this article now. But that’s not the primary way we are to spread the Gospel. It’s definitely not a reason to beg for money. You either can afford to have a radio/TV ministry or not.
I can’t stand it when radio/TV preachers or hosts say that if people don’t support their ministries that they’d go off the air. So? Go away! Bye! And as my mother-in-law would say jokingly in her broken Spanish, "Adios amigo!" You don’t need to threaten people about going off the air. If it is God’s ministry, He would find a way to support His ministry. You can’t stop God’s work. Sadly, many respected preachers of the Gospel and Christian ministry leaders have resorted to raising money this way.
Now, am I saying don’t give to the work of the Lord? No! All I’m saying is that it should be a willful offering, from the heart. Not because someone begged for it, but because the Holy Spirit prompted you. Matter of fact, I’ll go as far as saying that if someone has to beg or ask for it, chances are it’s not for the work of the Lord. Rather, it’s the work of man – to make the person look good or save face.

If it is truly the work of the Lord, the Lord will prompt you by His Spirit. Just as He prompted the Philippians to give to Paul’s ministry without him asking them. In fact, Paul said that they begged him to take their gift (2 Corinthians 8:4). If you are truly born of God’s Spirit and filled with God’s Spirit, you will be prompted to give! And if you really love the Lord, you can’t help but give to the work of the Lord. But let your giving come from the heart, not grudgingly or of necessity, for God loves a cheerful giver. (2 Corinthians 9:7).
So again I ask, "Does it take money to spread the Gospel?" Again, I say, "No!" What it takes is a yielded and willing vessel. All it takes is each one reaching one. That was how the Gospel got to us; that is how we ought to get the Gospel to the outermost parts of the world!
Now, the question is, "Are you a yielded and willing vessel?"

"Stop begging For Money In Jesus Name You Fucking Greedy Hypocrite Preachers Or I'll Throw You Thru Your Fucking Stained Glass Window"

Angel De Fuego

Saturday, April 28, 2012

FaceBook Presence




I am now on facebook again for the first time since
last year. It's not as stimulating as stumble upon but
I am connecting with people for some unknown
reason to me. May is Mental Health Month thus the
green ribbon.

My friends who really know me know that I am
bipolar and a bit nuts at times and that I can say or
write things sometimes off the wall. But if anyone
is interested in learning about real bipolar disorder
and how it effects someone's life and their loved
ones and friends, then follow me on facebook and
learn how I struggle and then meet those struggles
head on with a shot gun and a pocket full of shells.
Well not really a shot gun but it did sound kinda 
cool to say it. :-)


I am presently on psych meds for bipolar so you
can all sorta relax until I get a hair up my ass and
post something. But I am trying right now to focus
on educating people about Bipolar One and not
some other weird project or something.


Angels1996Harley on FaceBook

Monday, April 23, 2012

Harley Davidson The American Tradition


I created this back patch and put it on a vest as shown.
Sometimes when I ride I wear it.
So if you see me riding out there, please be careful 
if your in a car and on a cell phone.

That way we can both keep enjoying the American Tradition 
without anyone getting sued nor dead.

So put down your damn phone while driving around me
on my bike, or I'll throw you thru the fucking window.




Saturday, April 21, 2012

My Harley







My 1996 Harley with and without whitewalls 
these photos were taken
in 2011 and 2012 
the 2005 date in camera is wrong.





Facebook: Why Am I Back Here


It's definitely a sign of my mental illness and bipolar 
insanity to come back to facebook where I
don't like it.

Can anyone explain this?



Bipolar Disorder Is A Killer


I was born with Bipolar Disorder 0ne (1) and I want to kill you
but don't worry cause I don't know where you live.
Even if I did know where you live, you can always hide
from me or pretend your not home.

BP1 people like me are bipolar from the stroller and are
late bloomers and often misunderstood and rejected.
Thats why we have to sneak up from behind you to
kill you otherwise we could just do it in your face.

I can be as gentle as a kitten or as fierce as a lion 
or worse, I can be both at the same time.
I am both volatile and dangerous around people who trigger me.
If you are afraid of me I can sense it and it makes me
want to kill you all that much more, so don't act afraid
of me while your around me.

Now you have been educated about me and people
like me so don't go pushing our buttons or we will
kill you. We are far and few between but we are there

Bipolar 1 Disorder is a killer
Don't be the next victim 

Happy Halloween Fother Muckers


Friday, April 20, 2012

Happy 420 Day


I grew this a few years back
and I enjoyed it then.

Happy 420 Day

Peyronie's and Pain



Discomfort and pain is now the norm for the last hour
of a 2 hour set of stretching my penis in a SG device.
Thats 2-3 sets a day with pulling and rotating in between
to equal 4-6 hours a day of exercise and equipment use.
Right now as I am writing this I am at the end of such
a set and am in agonizing pain, but without such pain
there are little gains or none to be had.

I do this as a treatment for Peyronie's Disease which
causes ones penis to curve at a 45-90% angle thus
shortening the overall length of the penis and making
it painful and difficult to perform intercourse at all.
I am currently at 37-40% and getting a little better.

The Peyronie's itself causes pain during erection and
because of a scar plaque build up inside the penis there
is also pain there even during relaxed moments around
the house or trying to sleep.

So being a happy camper is not going to be easy with
your dick in a vice. That is why I don't give a fuck if
you live or die or if I live or die or anything lives or dies.
But I am trying to have a good attitude about it by not
killing anyone thru it all. :-) Shall we pray.....

Hail Mary full a grace the Lord is with thee. Bless'ed art
thou among women and bless'ed is the fruit of thy wond
Jesus.
Holy Mary Mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at
the hour of our death, amen.

Click HERE for information about Penis Enlargement.


7 Months Of PE Today


Today marks 7 months of grinding out Penis Enlargement
every day using equipment and exercises to add length and
girth. I am happy with my results thus far but I know that if
I put even more time into it, that I would have even more
gains than I do now.

It takes time effort and some pain but it does work and leaves
you with permanent gains to show off to all your friends or
enemies.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

What's A Clitoris Mommy?



Article about the clitoris and how little science
really knew about it until 2009. I could tell em
a few things they may have overlooked. :-)

Until 2009, the human clitoris was an absolute mystery

Humans have been studying one another sexually for thousands upon thousands of years. Yet for all that time spent diligently exploring one another's anatomies, there remain many features of the human form that, until very recently, have gone uncharted — chief among them being the clitoris.

How recently are we talking? Try 2009. Yeah. Get ready, everybody — it's time you were brought up to speed on some important features of the female anatomy.

Picture a clitoris in your mind. Got it? Now, what if I told you that what you're imagining is just the tip of a much larger, internal clitoral iceberg — that the clitoris is actually much, much larger than what this sensitive bundle of nerve endings would lead you to believe?

Here's a helpful sketch to help you paint a safe-for-work, anatomically correct picture of what I'm talking about, along with a brief description. Both are provided courtesy of Ms. M, who heads things up over on MoSex, official blog of the Museum of Sex:

Until 2009, the human clitoris was an absolute mystery

The scientific name for the external "little button" or "bulb" [of the clitoris] is glans. Not to be confused with glands, glanssimply refers to a small circular mass. This little structure contains approximately 8,000 sensory nerve fibers; more than anywhere else in the human body and nearly twice the amount found on the head of a penis… The fact is, though, that most of the clitoris is subterranean, consisting of two corpora cavernosa (corpus cavernosum when referring to the structure as a whole), two crura (crus when referring to the structure as a whole), and the clitoral vestibules or bulbs.

The glans is connected to the body or shaft of the internal clitoris, which is made up of two corpora cavernosa. When erect, the corpora cavernosa encompass the vagina on either side, as if they were wrapping around it giving it a big hug!

The corpus cavernosum also extends further, bifurcating again to form the two crura. These two legs extend up to 9cm, pointing toward the thighs when at rest, and stretching back toward the spine when erect.

Surprised? So was I. Granted, I'm also a guy — so I would never pretend to be as familiar with a clitoris as someone who physically possesses one — but according to Ms. M, news that the vast majority of the clitoris is actually internal will still likely come as a surprise to many women.

The reasons for this lack of understanding surrounding clitoral anatomy are many, but according to a paper published by Urologist Helen O'Connell in 2005, there are at least two big ones:

1) Incomplete or inaccurate textbook descriptions. Many only go so far as to describe the relatively small, external portion of the clitoris, or depict the internal anatomy with a single, two-dimensional picture. This planar view, states O'Connell, provides insufficient information to truly understand its structure.

2) Nobody knew about the full anatomical scope of the excited clitoris until the late 1990s, when researchers finally got around to using MRI to study its internal structure "in the live state" (a tool researchers had used to examine male sexual anatomy as far back as the 1970s).

Until 2009, the human clitoris was an absolute mysteryIn fact, according to Ms. M, it wasn't until 2009 that researchers Odile Buisson and Pierre Foldés produced the first complete three-dimensional sonography of the stimulated clitoris, similar to the one shown here, depicted in profile.

"They did this work for three years without any proper funding," writes Ms. M. "Thanks to them, we now understand how the erectile tissue of the clitoris engorges and surrounds the vagina – a complete breakthrough that explains how what we once considered to be a vaginal orgasm is actually an internal clitoral orgasm."