Monday, January 24, 2011

Use To Be About The Art

This Weblog De Fuego use to be about my art
but now it's all about my depression and wanting
to be manic again. Manic = Art

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Still Hanging In Here While Depressed

Being bipolar can be depressing but I'm trying to hang in
and make the most of this depressed cycle that I'm in.
In the mean time, enjoy some of my music compositions.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Feeling A Little Better And Checking In

I have been feeling like hell (depressed) lately but today I woke
up feeling a little better all day now. I hope it lasts longer though.

Sunday, January 09, 2011

I Want To Be Manic Again

I want to be manic again. I'm tired of being depressed
and feeling out of sinc. I am thinking of trying Lithium
which should bring me up to baseline and that would
be good and better than doing nothing.

Saturday, January 08, 2011

It's All Hopeless

Depression is hopeless. I have no hope because I'm depressed.
I'm depressed because I have no hope. I have no hope because
I am depressed. Because I am depressed, I have no hope.

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Starting To Feel Depressed Again

I am now moderately depressed while taking my meds.
I may need a med change since it makes me feel out of sinc.
Trying to do music but it seems like a chore or an effort.

Sunday, January 02, 2011

2011 has Arrived

I am praying that 2011 will bring a better year than last.
Last year I was in a bike wreck and I hurt my shoulder.
Also a lot of depression kept me down and unproductive.