This Is How Real Bipolar People Are

This Weblog is about me and my ups and downs with

bipolar and how I think and feel on any given day because

of it. I may say something about my penis and Jesus in

the same sentence, but that may not be what I am actually

thinking but only a shadow of it.

I can articulate thoughts without being tickled or late but

being late is rude so I try not to be or to be which is not

the question but makes for good filler. Now if you will

excuse me I must go and take care of my penis which has

nothing to do with Jesus in the same sentence.

As you can see some rock & roll band in Mexico City has

taken to calling itself Angel De Fuego and made some

nice artwork for it. But sense that is my real legal name

I will use it here and claim that they have used my name

without my permission. But since the artwork is cool

I'll let it slide this time,

tho next time I'll fucking throw

em thru the window.

Easter Bunny Resurrection Stew

Today children get up go to Sunday school

and look for Easter eggs. I too did it for many

years and never knew that Easter had anything

to do with the resurrection of Jesus the Christ

and His little egg laying bunny.

The resurrection of Jesus freaked out His

little bunny so much, that it went around laying

colored eggs after that which screwed up the

original mission of fattening up said bunny for

a resurrection rabbit stew.

Jesus and all His disciples had to eat omelets

after that so that's why we don't eat rabbit stew

for Easter anymore like we did before Jesus

was born.

What Do I Do All Day Long?

place penis photo here

"What do you do all day" my doctor asked me.

The truth is, I play with my penis all day long.

Not b/c it's fun or it feels good, but b/c I do

physical therapy for peyronie's which causes

my penis to curve upward about 45%.

Some women like an upward curve at the end

of a penis, but 45% is a bit much so I am using

a traction device to stretch the plaque scar

which will lessen the curve while lengthening

my entire penis by inches.

I have already gained over 2 inches in a little

over 6 months and the curve seems to be a

little better too. If I keep adding shaft length

then a little curve at the end won't matter

much when I have a 9 inch cock. :-)

Who Are You?

Who are you that comes here to read and to see

about people like me? I don't envy your normality

nor do I covet your neighbors ass, nor the ass's

normality.

Are you bipolar like me living in a fantasy world

made from a lifetime of living in a world of fantasy?

Are you a normal ass living the life of an ass living

normal?

I don't think you know what you are and I don't think

you know either. Since you don't know ass about living

a fantasy then you must live normally without the ass.

If your not confused yet then stop reading to confuse

yourself. I see I have you in your fantasy of a normal ass

being bipolar while reading this weblog. Now just go

away and forget that you were ever here.

Stay back 100 feet

Pastor Iscariot caries the money purse reminder.

No Fooling Around Today

With all seriousness aside today

as you can see from this photo of me

looking down my nose at you, that I

am very serious today and will be

taken very serious as well.

So don't make me come over there

and knock the hell out a you bitch's

cause I will in a heart beat today.

Jesus Big Hunk

I will save the women

I will save the man

Being a man and being who I am if I had a choice

of the kind of savior I could have, then I would

pick a hot looking sexy chick to be my savior and

not some carpenter dude with a beard.

Women have it made with a male savior and if we

men could have a female savior with who we could

kozy up with in a personal relationship, then maybe

more of us would be Christians.

Jesu Christa

Can anyone see my point here?

No!

Then how about I fucking throw you thru

the window.......??

Nobody Listens To Me

The Blowing Wind

I keep telling people I know and people I don't

know that I am bipolar and then drop little hints

that I could be dangerous if provoked. Most people

will get the hint and stay the fuck away from me

and that's smart, but now and then someone will

get into my face in a negative way and push my

red trigger button.

Now I'm not a bomb technician expert or anything

but I do know that when someone pushes my trigger

button then the bomb must go off, unless I defuse it.

It's the defusing it that drains all of my energy and not

the explosion itself.

Containing and redirecting the energy takes more energy

than the explosion and that's why most people just blow

up instead of containing their episodes.

So what am I really saying here.......who knows....who cares.

Just consider it filler until I can come up with an even better

filler. After all it's just all filler anyway and a chasing after

wind.

A Pain In The Back

I have been sleeping with a board in my bed.

.75 thick plywood 3x7 feet. I also have been

sitting in an adjustable Seally Posturepedic

chair and this for the last 4+ months, so why

in hell does my back still hurt?

After 6 Months of PE

I have 6 months and 5 days of doing Penis Enlargement

and foreskin restoration. I would like to post photos

here to show that I have gained over 2 inches thus far

and enough foreskin to cover half of the head of my penis,

but I won't post photos since that would make this blog

R rated and I don't want to do that.

But believe me when I say that PE and foreskin restoration

really does work great if you put in the time and use the

correct equipment.

Back On The Net

I was off the internet for about 3 weeks cause

my internet provider moved away (neighbor with wifi)

So now I have my own wifi and won't let anyone else on

Ha ha ha. One of my new neighbors is already asking

people for their pass words....aren't you Frank.