Why Does He Do It?

For Money? For Fame? For Life?
For Art? Because he can?

I do it from hope, hope that maybe 

one day the right person or persons
will see and hear my art. Art that
speaks a message and stimulates
the imagination.


Art that lives on in my name, after
I it's creator am dead in body.
A beautiful melody I once heard
in my mind, like an angel singing
in heaven. Yes I got it written down
on paper/recorded and now it will
live forever captured by me.


Michael and the Dragon
which I imagined in my minds eye
captured on digital canvas forevermore
by me.


Like ear candy sprinkled with wisdom
and metaphysical metaphors, my
Sonnets are beautiful works of art
each one a masterpiece.


You may think to yourself, this guy
has a store house of beautiful art just
waiting to be discovered by the world.
There is no reason for this guy to ever
be poor, he could sell his art and live
real good. So why is he a poor artist?


Yes, if you are a person that sees dollar
signs when checking out all my Poetry,
Music and Paintings, then please e-mail
me and be my Manager.


I can create the stuff all day long, but I
just can't market it/business.
People like me with artistic creative genius
need people that can organize their art
and get it out to the public for purchase.


That way, we can all make a little money
and try to have fun doing it.
However, as you read my weblog and
start to know just how crazy I really am,
keep in mind that if I was a normy normal
person, without bipolar disorder, then I would
have no art to spark the flame of burning
money in your pocket. My personal
Bipolar Disorder, turns me into the
goose that lays the golden eggs.


Not every single artist has Bipolar disorder,
But bipolar disorder to an artist is like jet fuel
when poured on fire. So Ya! I can be so weird as
to scare you away, but people pay lots of money
to have the shit scared out of them.


Where there is a will, there is a way.
If I am scaring people away,* then I want to
be getting paid for it. Your Job is to find out
how and make it so. No Jesus freaks nor
selfish capitalistic pigs need apply since
I am the goose that lays the golden eggs.


If you have experience working and dealing
with bipolar artists and their manias,
and their Art/Product. Or if you think
that you could handle the job,
then give me an e-mail call.


Notice:
Nobody is allowd to use any of my art for making
money without me being there, involved and
getting a BIG cut. I should not have to remind
everyone that God is watching us all, but just in
case you forgot! Smile you're on Godly Camera,
and His holy video will be used against you
in His court of law, should you do the wrong thing
concerning me and my art.


* link

Asmodeus Repellent

To keep Asmodeus acting right while

I work on the painting, I keep a can

of Tuna and a can opener near or on it.

Not for feeding Asmodeus, but rather

the fish is used as a repellent to this

demon Asmodeus. If I burn a little 

tuna on incense, it will drive Asmodeus

out of my house for short periods.

Used as a Talisman, The can of unopened

tuna serves as a means of threat for this

demon into submission. Kids, don't try

this at home. Notice the Tetragrammaton

and Pentagram scribed on the can.

In the world of symbols (see set up symboling)

right now I am holding my own with Asmodeus 

Having the knowledge gives me the power.

Finally Got It

I finally got the whole message
understood. God did not take my
dog as much as he let Asmodeus
take my dog instead of me.

Apparently this has been going on
for a few years now. Ever since
I first got the idea of doing a painting
of Raphael et Asmodeus.

Demon Attacks

I am being attacked by the demon
Asmodeus as I try and paint him
in one of his most famous scenes:
Raphael et Asmodeus from the
Catholic Bible . Tobit 8: 1-3

I can see him out of the corner
of my eye, and the more I work
and shape his form, the more I
see of him. He is trying to make
me hate my wife, and the more
I see her the more I hate her.

Right now to me, she is just an
ugly stupid little witch bitch.
one of his Jobs is to conceal a wife's
beauty from the husband, and let me
just say that he is real good at it,
or my wife has been this ugly the
whole time, and I am just now seeing
it. Anyway..........

Click here to go to my Art Gallery
and learn more.

Going Nowhere Fast

Where am I going at the speed
of light ? When I'm traveling
at near light speed in today's
Internet world com system,
it is a little hard to corner at
times and I often flip this laptop
vehicle I am driving at near light
speed.

If you get the feeling that you
sorta know what I am talking about
then I really don't care. I'm not
talking to you anyway. I am talking
to my self and writing it down as I
do it. If you should just happen to be
reading this, then that is your problem
not mine.

Now if none of this makes any sense
to you, that is even better. I don't want
anyone making any sense out of anything
that I am not saying. So I am about to
make a 90 degree turn and flip this
laptop so hold on..................................

Ok, I made it. Remember that TV
show called Automan ? and every time
they turned a 90 that one guy would
end up with his face against the side
window ? OK forget it......... Anyway !

Diablo 2001-2008

This is a photo of my dog Diablo
who I just found out died down
in Mexico from jumping over an
8 foot wall chasing a female dog.

My neighbor down there, just called
and said he (my dog) jumped our 8
foot brick wall chasing a female dog,
and landed the wrong way, breaking
his neck.

He was an excellent dog with lots of
dogy smarts My wife and I and some
friends are just sitting around and
drinking some wine and remembering
Diablo, the best dam dog there ever was.

Click here to see Diablo in Cyberheaven

with others who have passed on.

ScapeGoat

In the bible, Leviticus chapter 16: 8-22
it reads about two goats. After casting lots
to choose the scapegoat, the other goat is
sacrificed on the altar. Then Aaron is to
take the scapegoat and to pray and confess
all the sins of Israel into the goats head.
Then the scapegoat is to be released out
into the wild desert.

In the world of symbols and metaphysics,
this single act by Aaron as commanded by
God, opens the door between reality and
myth. Both the act and effect are logistics
of Set Up Symboling.

Music Painting and Poetry Work Station

Photos of my new work area.

I moved my 17 inch monitor

on an easel, and connected my

i-pen to my tower on the floor.

The monitor still doubles as

a music monitor with just a

click of the mouse/i-pen which

is between the 17 inch and the

laptop.

The poetry I can write on either

the tower dell or the laptop.

My 13 inch MacBook is not in

these photos. It is my wife's

computer and she mostly uses it.

Click here to go to my new art gallery

called Gallery de Fuego dot com,

and check out my MS Paintings.

Cut Them Slack

"With creative geniuses, you have to cut them
a lot of slack."

Yoko Ono Lennon

Unpolitically Correct

I am unpolitical and correct in saying
that when politically speaking, I am
not voting. But if I was voting, I would
vote for Obama/Clinton.
We really need a women and a black
man in the white house to clean up
all the bush Yuk!

I am not talking about simple poor
black and white house keepers here.
I want Obama to be President and Hillary
to be vice President. It is the only way
America can Politically clean up the White
House.

This is our chance to have both a black
man and a women in the White House
at the same time. If we blow this chance
and let the republicans stay in the White
House, then we deserve what ever evil
should befall us.