Disorder ?

Why does it have to be Bipolar Disorder ?
Disorder is unorganized, but I am very
organized. From now on I will be Bipolar
without the Disorder. Or as my wife says,
"Bipolar Gifted"


The truth is, this illnes is a killer
and even though I have been blessed
with no suicide attempts, I am still in
danger of this in the future.

See this video of Dr Kay Redfield Jamison
herself, and her own struggles with suicide.

Creation Continues

God continues to create. The proof that
creation is not over yet, and maybe never
will be done.

Going Back Again

It looks like my wife will be flying
back to Florida to help out her Mom
and Dad again. This time her Mom is
worse. She could use your prayers.

Cybernaut

I am a cybernaut. Like an astronaut
but in cyberspace instead of outer space.
I have come to explore the outer reaches
of the Bloggersphere and find a place to
build Weblog Station, and all its many
outposts (pages).

Now that your here, your welcome
to stay and explore Weblog Station.

No Bipolar Outlet

I am not a member of any bipolar forums
I have no bipolar friends and no contacts.
I was once a member of Sonnet Central
but they kicked me out and called me a
moron. Thanks guys.

There is one bipolar site, but it is in England.
That is too far for a 1 to 1 contact if needed.
So I go it alone. Besides, bipolar people are
famously irresponsible. Thru no fault of their
own, most of the time, their illness dictates their
when and where abouts.

I seriously doubt that there are really bipolar
people like me out there. True creative genius.
I feel that I am the last true survivor of the
species.

If you can prove me wrong, then please by
all means, knock on my door. I need to hear
from other people like myself. maybe we
can put our creative powers together and
rule the world ! :)

Not Foreign

Even though I have a foreign sounding
name, I was born in Los Angeles Ca.
my skin is white and my eyes are blue.
I am not a skin head nor am I prejudice.

I have lived in & out of Mexico my
whole life, and my parents and brother
still live there. I speak perfect English
and Spanish, and my whole family is
bilingual. I was an L.A. valley boy
who now lives in San Diego County.

I am not Mexican American.
I am American American. I have Spanish
blood from Spain in me from my Moms
side, and Jewish blood in me from my
Dads side. See HalfJew.com

Commercmas Is Next

Commercmas also known as
Christmas to millions of innocent
naive little children who have
been misled to believe that some
fat old man named Santa with magic
is going to bring them cool stuff
on Christmas Eve. Jesus, talk
about faith based organizations.

When I was a kid I always got
my school clothes for the coming
school year and maybe one little toy
for Commercmas. I can't tell you
the amount of times I wanted to
kill Santa for forgetting me. But
then when I learned that it was
really my parents behind it all,
then I just wanted to kill them.


you can take the word SANTA
and make it into SATAN

just by switching the letter N
from the center to the end
and that's almost a rhyme
To consider at this time.

Think about it !

Who winks with his eyes, who signals with his feet,
Who points with his fingers;

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Who with perversity in his heart continually devises evil,
Who spreads strife.

---

Therefore his calamity will come suddenly;
Instantly he will be broken and there will be no healing.

---

There are six things which the LORD hates,
Yes, seven which are an abomination to Him:

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Haughty eyes, a lying tongue,
And hands that shed innocent blood,

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A heart that devises wicked plans,
Feet that run rapidly to evil,

---

A false witness who utters lies,
And one who spreads strife among brothers.

Proverbs 6: 13-19

Without Bipolar Disorder,

Without Bipolar Disorder,

Would I Still Be An Artist?

It is a question that I have asked myself many times.
I personally think that my own bd (bipolar disorder)
is unique to me as it is with each person. And taking
to account the severity of each persons bd.

Is Bipolar Disorder the cause of artistic genius,
or is artistic genius the cause of Bipolar Disorder ?

I do not have the answer to that right now.
But as one who believes in God, I also ask
myself:

Is it a gift from God, and bd and artistic genius
are included as one package?

Not everyone
with bd is going to be an artist and vice/versa
But those of us that do have the classic symptoms
continue to carry the torch of true artistic genius.

Hiding Out Today

The day after a major holiday is
always a good hide out day.

No phone calls in or out.
No e-mails in or out.
No answering the door.

No Team, Just Me Alone

There is no team working on
Weblog. All the 33 or so separate
blog/pages that make up Weblog
are all created and run by me.

It is all done with smoke and
mirrors, and maybe a little
imagination.