About Weblog De Fuego

This weblog de fuego, is supposed to be the front page
or cover page, that connects you to my art, which are in
fact other blogs of mine. But when I look at it over the
past 3+ years, I have not always done a good job at this.

So to sorta as they say "connect the dots" I can tell you
that clicking on my profile view will take you to the most
important of my 35 blogs.

About 2012

I have studied about 2012 since the 80's

and now I am thinking that nothing bad

will happen as in the end of all life and

the world. This cycle happens every

26.000 years and the world/earth still

exists and there is still life on it.

While there could be natural occurrences

and some disasters effecting human lives,

I doubt that all life and earth itself will

disappear forever, at least not in our life

time. I have written 35 sonnets about this

back in 1993 here.

I Never Have Liked Muslims, But Now........

This is about the muslims in New York

that want to kill the creators of the

cartoon "South Park" for putting

Muhammad in a.................... bear suit?

Yes, a bear suit.

HERE

Iranian Christians

The link below will take you to a site with

tons of links all about Iranian Christians.

http://www.farsinet.com/ici/links.html

In Quiet Desperation

Since I'm bipolar, I can never be sure if people

like me or not. There is a group of people that

I sometimes hang out with, and I feel comfortable

around all of them save one. This guy I still have

no idea how to size up and get to know, and

now I think that maybe he just doesn't like me

for some reason.

Maybe some day I will approach him and tell

him that he makes me a little nervous. Then

ask him out right if I ever offended him or

something like that. I am very shy and always

have been since I was a kid so it is very hard

for me to talk to people.

Or maybe I should just let it go and blame it

on my bipolarity thinking that something is

wrong when it really isn't?

Who knows?

Today was the first day that I have been with

this group in about three months and I had a

good time. Two good friends of mine are back

together as a couple and I am glad.

Facebook Is Not For Me

I resisted for over a year to NOT go to facebook and open an account.

But after getting talked into it, I did open an account but did not

like it at all. I lasted about 2 weeks and when my two sisters found

me and started asking millions of questions about me, I decided

to close the account. It was too demanding and people I don't even

know, were talking to me and asking me stuff.

So, do not look for me on facebook cause you will not find me there.

Moving Right Along

Nothing new right now update.

Volunteering For Space Flight Test

I will be shot into space faster than ever before possible.

When I return, everyone on earth will have aged 50+

years, but I will only have aged 5+ hours.

So, see you all when I get back, if your still here.

Turning Back Into Fire

The camera caught me turning back into fire which I do

many times a day. That's why I'm called 'The Angel of Fire'

My fire does not burn like normal fire does, and is not hot

to the touch. So its sorta safe.....unless I get mad, then it can

get hotter than the sun.

It's Always About Being Bipolar

Weblog De Fuego is about being bipolar and how bipolarity

affects and shapes my life into what it is today. My artistic

temperament is a product of my bipolarity as noted in the

Book, Touched With Fire by Dr. Kay Redfield Jamison.

For the first time in my life, three years ago, I cycled down

into a deep depression and am still waiting to come out

of it and back into my manic cycle where I am up and

creating art again. It is during my manic cycles that I am

energetic and creative and full of new and wonderful ideas.

The depression sucks the life out of me even to the point

of being stupid and not being able to think and make good

judgments. Its like being two opposite people, one smart

and energetic while the other one is slow and stupid.

This is what true bipolarity is all about.

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"I tried to think, but nothing happened"

The Three Stooges