Feeling A Little Better And Checking In

I have been feeling like hell (depressed) lately but today I woke

up feeling a little better all day now. I hope it lasts longer though.

I Want To Be Manic Again

I want to be manic again. I'm tired of being depressed

and feeling out of sinc. I am thinking of trying Lithium

which should bring me up to baseline and that would

be good and better than doing nothing.

It's All Hopeless

Depression is hopeless. I have no hope because I'm depressed.

I'm depressed because I have no hope. I have no hope because

I am depressed. Because I am depressed, I have no hope.

Starting To Feel Depressed Again

I am now moderately depressed while taking my meds.

I may need a med change since it makes me feel out of sinc.

Trying to do music but it seems like a chore or an effort.

2011 has Arrived

I am praying that 2011 will bring a better year than last.

Last year I was in a bike wreck and I hurt my shoulder.

Also a lot of depression kept me down and unproductive.

Is It 2011 Yet?

I don't like Christmas and Bah Humbug!!!

Flying Around The Room Or Climbing The Walls

Sometimes the meds that I take for bipolar have me

either flying around the room or climbing the walls.

So I just try to ride it out or walk it off if I can. :-|

Working On My Music

Lately I have been in my studio/man cave working on music. It is a sign

that I am doing a little better, than the last few years of depression and

no productivity. Right now I am learning about my music software and

just how it all works still, after 15 years with different versions of the same

program. I am running Cubase SX. and I can do symphonies all day long

with endless tracks of music. The possibilities are wide open.

Feeling A Little Better

I am feeling a little better as time goes by. Now I am starting

to write some jazz music on piano and such. Anyway..........

Being Baseline

As a bipolar artist I struggle to be baseline which means not too manic

and not too depressed. My medications are supposed to keep me level

and they do......so far..............knock on wood.