Imagination

"Imagination is more important than

intelligence".

Einstein  

Not So Still Life

One of my new paintings. this is the only
form that you will ever see it in, meaning
that it does not really exist save in cyberspace.
For an explanation of this and to see other
versions of this, and other painting go to my:
Drawings and Paintings Archive.

Angel in Cyberland

Down through the wormhole (dial-up modem sound)
I go, into Cyberland, where everything is smaller
and stranger. In Cyberland I meet a girl named
Ecila, and we travel together through Cyberland.

One day Angel tried to go to Cyberland to see
Ecila, but the stupid wormhole (modem) dial-up
connection was down. So Angel darted over to
his trusty MacBook and connected to Cyber-
land via broadband. But the connection was so
sudden, that the impact of Angel hitting Cyber-
land, smashed him into cyberbits. After picking
up all of Angels tiny bits, Ecila continued her
lonely journey through Cyberland.

One day, Ecila noticed that if she took one of
Angels tiny bits and decoded it by turning it
into HTML, that she could make herself grow
and have access to real computers in the real
world, and one day she found the real Angel
on a weblog and after finding out that he was
married, shrank back down and went back
to Cyberland.

While Angel in the mean time in first world
didn't know that Ecila was in town looking
for him. He didn't care either way anyway
since all this is just made up while I wait for
breakfast, and have nothing else to post right
now.

The End.

Welcome To My Cyberworld

This Weblog and all it's corresponding pages
are my cyberworld, a cyberworld of my own
creation. With help from God and Blogger.com
I am able to create all the fascinating pages
and related stuff that make up Weblog De Fuego.

If you are one of the lucky few that get the
opportunity, albeit by chance, to come across
Weblog De Fuego or any of it's related pages,
then consider yourself a fortunate person
and share your good fortune with others by
telling them about Weblog De Fuego.

Why would you do this for someone you don't
even know ? cause, I put the idea in your head.
But that's OK, cause I am not telling you to do
something bad. But if it turns out that you hate
Weblog De Fuego and all it's related pages,
then may I say you should go quickly to the
bathroom, take out your brain, and give it
a good washing.

If that does not remove all the yuk of weblog,
then may I suggest that you take out your
brain again and repeat steps 1 and 2.
finally with your brain once again clean and
fresh, you may again continue on your journey
through this illusion called life. Please take a
number and have a seat, and your name will
not be called shortly. Unless of course your
name really is Shortly, in which case your
name has already been called.

If your name has already been called,
then please stand up, return the number
and leave at once. We will not notify you
about any changes in your case, or if we
have changed locations. Thank You and
have a nice day.

Hardest Thing In The World

Bipolar Ranting in B flat minor

The hardest thing in the world for me

is to be an unrecognized artist. Nobody

even knows that I exist, and being on the

internet doesn't really help much. It is

really hard for me to have all my beautiful

piano music just go to waste collecting cyber-

dust on my weblog, cause everyone just

wants to hear Jichel Mackson or some

other famous pop star, or rock & roll stuff.

I haven't even mentioned my sonnets.

And worse than that, I am making no

money from my sonnets or from any

of my piano music. It is because of my

bipolar disorder that I can't get out there

to promote my music. The thing that's

ironic, is that it is the bipolar disorder

that creates the music and sonnets.

A catch 22 and then some.

I do not know anyone in the

music business and I am poor. So now

you all know what kind of hell I go

through every day. To make things worse,

my wife does not help me emotionally

and actually makes things worse. :-(

Somebody shoot me please.

A Three Computer Guy

I use three computers in my daily

activities. I use a desktop tower dell

computer for studio work and for

piano and symphonic composition.

My studio computer is not on line

for obvious reasons being where I

create and store all my original music

and my original sonnets/poetry.

And I have two laptops on line.

A MacBook and Inspiron dell. These

laptops control and run all my Weblog

sites and pages. My job is to run these

three computers, creating my weblog

with updates, creating and posting my

music, and my poetry/sonnets and my
MS Paintings/Art. To gather and store
info from the net and to have lots of
fun doing it all.

Never before in history (until now)

could one person from their home

have access to so much information

concerning everything about life and

then some, and all this, just one click

away. Plus, to write a poem and upload

it and have the whole world be able to

see it instantly on the internet.

If your not in this midst of it, then it

boggles the mind. Even so, it

boggles the mind to be a part of it

while actually being it (making history).

FDA OKs Food Sales of Cloned Animals

Come here Dolly, baaa baaa I'm hungry.

I don't know about the rest of you, but

eating a cloned animal doesn't sound

very appetizing. No thanks I'll pass !

Besides, I don't trust the FDA under

the Bush administration.

I'm the real pig , No, I'm the real pig!
We both taste the same!

To Order From Chaos

Chaos from order is easy, just drop an egg on

the floor, and like magic you have a chaotic

egg on your floor mess. But to undrop the egg

or as they say unscramble the egg, is a bit

more tricky than simple magic.

To learn how to unscramble an egg,

click here, to unscramble your brain

as well. This link will take you to a

new church where you will learn about

The Egg* and its three parts, and how

each of the three parts of an egg live

in perfect harmony with each other.

Shell, Whites, Yolk

*The Egg has three parts to its one

self, this works fine in nature.

Likewise three major religions

can live in harmony as one

cyberchurch.

Can You Prove It ?

If you say that you are a creative genius,

then you better be able to prove it.

Fortunately for me, I have already

proven it with my original piano music

and my sonnets/poetry, drawings and

sketches, inventions/physics.

But is that enough? What about a religious

contribution like say a church or something.

Already been there done that. OK, then how

about a .............. man who is a country unto

himself. I will be that man. Complete diplo-

matic amunity in all countries.

When I visit other countries, I will be like

a whole country passing through. I will carry

my own arsenal of weapons as any country

would (including my own nukes) I will have a caravan

of dignitaries and the like. Hey, this is

getting fun! Only one man at a time can have

this kind of freedom and power.

He will be called the peace maker. He will have

the power and freedom of Kings and Presidents.

He will go to whatever country is having a

problem and make peace. I volunteer to be

the first peace maker, since it is my idea.

All other peace makers after me, will be elected,

voted in by the whole world. Each peace maker

will be in that roll for a period of 3 1/2 years.

Any Questions ?........................................... good.

Now it's someone else's turn to create something!

Go to this Link to learn more about Bipolar Disorder

and Creative Genius.

"Though this psychopathology is not for one to

wish, one interesting association with bipolar

disorder is the creativity of those afflicted.

This is not the normal creativity experienced

by the above-average people (on the scale of

creativity). This creativity is the creative genius,

which is so rare, yet an inordinate percentage of

the well-known creative people were/are afflicted

with manic depression. Among the lengthy list are:

(writers) F. Scott Fitzgerald, Ernest Hemingway,

Sylvia Plath; (poets) William Blake, Sara Teasdale,

Walt Whitman, Ralph Waldo Emerson; (composers)

Rachmaninoff, Tchaikovsky. Psychiatrists, realizing

a connection greater than coincidence, have performed

studies all over the world in an attempt to establish a

link between bipolar disorder and creativity."

Snow Fall In Baghdad

From the San Diego Union -Tribune.

"There were no reports of bloodshed 

during the snowstorm."

"Iraqis delight in magnificent scene."

"Baghdad awakes to rare snowfall."

"This is so unusual, and I don't know

whether or not it is a lesson from God."

Two For One

I am now signed on to Weblog De Fuego

using both my PC and my Mac.

As usual with me, the bipolar thing

shows up in still another way.

Also, as per set up symboling, having

the two computers side by side on my

table top, gives me power to open

doors in the world of symbology. 

Yep! I'm one of those very strange

people that you come across from

time to time on the internet. 

Give it a few days, and you'll forget

that you were ever here, until you

run into me again on another site.

Please Don't Show Me That!

Do these look real to you?

Here I am late night cruising the net

I haven't had sex for over a week when

right out of nowhere, jumps this nude

chick with big nice tits and a well

groomed p#@sy. 

So Im sitting here looking at it

when my wife walks out of the 

bedroom and sees me looking

at this nude chick on my computer.

And I say, I was just going to the

next blog and this one jumped right

out at me with all these photos of

nude horny chicks in my area that

want sex.

Really, I didn't like go looking for

any girly photos to look at, it really

just happened all by it self.

And she's like Ya Right!

If you don't believe me then

try it yourself, It works every time!

On the top left hand side of the blog

page it says: SEARCH BLOG  FLAG BLOG  Next Blog

Cick on the Next Blog until these chicks start

appearing. You don't even have to look for em.

They come to you.

My wife asked me to remove the above photo

from this weblog, but I told her that it has

become part of the decor now. Besides I'm

still trying to figure out if there real or not.

Not Another Church!

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This will be my last church invention

I promise. But you gota check out my

new church:

First Church of a Common Word.com

Back on Line

OK it looks like SitePale is back

up and running again. So now

all my hostembeds are working

again. be sure to check out some

of my characters and hear what

they have to say.

Lost All Hostembeds

Looks like SitePale (oddcast.com) has

temporarily lost itself. There whole

site is down. That is why my hosts

are not working today. Hopefully

SitePale will get its shit together

soon since I am paying them tons

of money to have their hostembeded 

characters perform on my Weblog.

So, don't make me come over there

and smack you oddcast. You don't

even want to piss me off. Unless

your under water or under fire

you better fix your shit quick. :-)

Just kidding, I know sitepale

is having tech problems cause

I just talked to them. they will

be up and running in no time.

 

Selling My Creative Power ?

Imagine if I could sell to you my

ability to create beautiful works

of art?

How much would you pay to have

my artistic ability and creative

power ?

If it were only true, but the real

truth is that I can not sell to you

or anybody at any price, my creative

power. It is something that you

are either born with or not.

If you do not have any creative

power, then you don't know what

your missing. And it's best to leave

it at that, since with the creative

power comes all the problems 

associated with it.

Chief of which is bipolar disorder.

You can create without having

bipolar disorder, but the disorder

gives you an Xtra boost of element

X which is always missing in the

ordinary and normal creations.

It's like you can't be 6 feet 6 inches

tall and weigh in at 260 pounds and

make a good horse Jockey. It's best

to be a smaller and lighter man to

be a better ridder.

The same rule/formula applies to art

and creativity. It's best to be bipolar

as an artist then not be bipolar.

I am saying here that if you do not

have bipolar disorder, you can still

but an artist, but as a creator you

might suck. 

Those who have the talent to perform

the creations of others, may not them-

selves have the power to create their

own. 

That does not mean that if you

can't write piano music, then you can't

play it either. On the contrary, most

composers would rather have others

perform their compositions than they

perform it themselves.

Some of the greatest concert pianists

in the world, can not write their own

piano music. But that is OK. and very

well excepted.

New MacBook

I am now signed on to weblog using

my new MacBook computer. Everything

looks the same, as it does on PC but my

audio links of piano music don't want to

work as well as on the PC.

If you are getting me on a Mac, try an

audio link to see if it works for you.

On the MacBook you have to double

click on some things. Since there is

no right clicker on Mac, things are a

bit different.

Anyway, as I was saying, It all pretty

much looks the same on PC or Mac.

I am using broadband for both.

On the avatar host, you have to double

click on the thumb nail screen to get

it to repeat the message. Also to get

the avatar to follow your cursor, you

have to hold down the click bar on the

Mac.

Alone In The Desert

After 31 days without alcohol, or tobacco,
I am now ready to go into the desert.
In the desert I will seek the Lord God
of Abraham. I will take a small tent,
a sleeping bag, a small medical kit, a
1 week supply of army rations and
a bible.

When will I do this ?
After it stops raining...........

It's the thought that counts.

Be Honest Now

Be honest, how many people do you
know that have a serious case of
bipolar disorder, but can still maintain
more or less and even have a blog or
two, let alone 39 ? It doesn't mean
that I can hold a day job, but it is a
good case for creative genius, a.k.a.
a fine madness. Besides, you would
not want to be around me in a work
environment.

My case of bipolar disorder is unique
to me alone. It has shaped and molded
the very essence of who and what I am.
This is true for everyones personal case.
I have been blessed with a very creative
and active strain of the bipolar illness.
So far in my life, I am now 51, I have
been up and manic. That's good for an
artist. It is impossible for me to create
during a depressive cycle which I have
felt only a few times in my life.

Creative genius is a power unto itself.
If you were to read my entire weblog
of 39 + blog pages and 6 older blogs,
and get a feel for all my knowledge,
you would not believe that I only got
to the fourth (4th) grade in public
schools. It is important that the reader
here understands that I do not have
academic genius (learned) but rather
natural genius (intuitive) knowledge,
which is not taught in schools.

After an I.Q. test in 1966 in California
that said I had an I.Q. of 187, I dropped
out of public schools at the tender age
of ten (10) years old. From that
point on, I was Autodidact with
my parents blessing. At the age
of twelve (12) I was enrolled
in metaphysics schools.
where I learned that life comes in
groups of threes and in cycles of 7
and all kinds of other cool stuff.

The art came natural. I never went
to any kind of art school and never
had to study hard for music or any
kind of art. I have never gone to
any kind of high school a single day
of my life.

That hurt me a little bit socially in
that I am still very shy around certain
people, and get nervous around a group
or a lot of girls. But I understand why
and that helps with the problem.

At 18 I got a G.E.D. 2 month night school
and the teacher sent me a card saying
that I was the best student she ever
had....no joke. When I opened the envelope
I thought it was a wedding invitation or
something like that.

My potential for knowledge and creative
projects are limitless. Sometimes while I
am writing a sonnet I am also writing a
piano piece, or thinking of a drawing.
I am always in a chess game with myself
or computer. These games can last for
weeks. It's not about speed and challenge
when keeping the mind alert and active.

If you have ever been interested in creative
genius or bipolar disorder, then here is your
chance to study the real thing as it happens.
I am not famous, but I should be one of those
mentioned in the book Touched With Fire
by Kay Redfield Jamison. A still living
example of an Artistic Master with bipolar
disorder.

It is important that you the general public
understand me and know who I am, since
I will soon walk on the world stage and
announce myself to be or not to be.
Some of you already know about me and
who I am. Soon everyone will know.

Stay Tuned to find out what and who ?
If you know, keep it a secret for now.

"I have never let my schooling interfere
with my education."
Mark Twain

Back with New Toys

My wife and I got some new toys
for Holiday but I'm glad it's over.
It was Holiday Overkill this year.