Facebook: Why Am I Back Here

It's definitely a sign of my mental illness and bipolar 

insanity to come back to facebook where I

don't like it.

Can anyone explain this?

Bipolar Disorder Is A Killer

I was born with Bipolar Disorder 0ne (1) and I want to kill you

but don't worry cause I don't know where you live.

Even if I did know where you live, you can always hide

from me or pretend your not home.

BP1 people like me are bipolar from the stroller and are

late bloomers and often misunderstood and rejected.

Thats why we have to sneak up from behind you to

kill you otherwise we could just do it in your face.

I can be as gentle as a kitten or as fierce as a lion 

or worse, I can be both at the same time.
I am both volatile and dangerous around people who trigger me.

If you are afraid of me I can sense it and it makes me

want to kill you all that much more, so don't act afraid

of me while your around me.

Now you have been educated about me and people

like me so don't go pushing our buttons or we will

kill you. We are far and few between but we are there

Bipolar 1 Disorder is a killer

Don't be the next victim 

Happy Halloween Fother Muckers

Make No Attempt To Land Here

place no photo here on which to land

There is nothing here for you of any monitory

value, I am not buying nor am I selling anything.

Any knowledge perceived or gained from

this weblog De Fuego is intentionally tainted

with lies to mislead the misled as the blind

do lead the blind and they all fall into the pit.

If your here to learn about bipolar disorder,

then you still can not land here. There is no

land here to land on nor to land off of. Any

attempt to land here will cause your mind

to fail and touch down will be interrupted

by your destruction of self awareness.

My Daily Struggles

I struggle all day and I struggle all night

Then I get up and I wana fight

Get in my way and I'll run your ass over

Just like I did the neighbors dog rover

Jesus is my best friend He lives atop that hill

And Jesus won't screw ya but His best friend will.

Bipolar People Say and Do Things .....

how can you not love a face like that? photo taken 2012

that are at times very abnormal and even scary.

But we are still people too with feelings and emotions

like everyone else.

My personal type of bipolarity is bipolar 1 which is

the worse type to have and I can go from deep depression

to the point of wanting to be dead or wanting to kill

everyone, to a manic ecstasy full of energy hope creative

power and even love.

Right now I am on medication that keeps me at a baseline

somewhere in between a manic episode and a depressive

state. It really is a very thin baseline but it does hold steady

unless something or someone pushes my buttons or provokes

me in anyway.

As a bipolar person I am special needs but my special needs

may include throwing you thru the fucking window if you

start pushing my buttons, so just watch how the fuck you

act around me and we will get along just fine.

I can tell you all, until I'm blue in the face, that I am volatile

and legally insane, but it will go in one ear and out the other

until you see with your own eyes and hear with your own ears

that I really am.

The truth is you don't have to do shit for me to go off on you

and want to kill you. So with that in mind when you meet me

if you ever do, be sure to forget what I just told you about

pushing my buttons, and please push my buttons.

Always Remember To Walk Consciously Around Bipolar

People Like Me....Or Maybe Just Around Me Would Be

Better And Fuck Everyone Else.

I was in Prison for 2 years cause I almost killed someone

who pushed my buttons, so don't let that happen to you.

Act right around me knowing I'm bipolar, even so I still

might say something off the wall but at least I won't want

to kill you.

This Is Not How Real Bipolar People Are

http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2012/04/10/homeland-and-shameless-television-tackles-bipolar-disorder-with-realism.html

The above link will take you to an article about

a TV series about a bipolar person trying to make

it as a CIA/FBI agent bla bla bla.

I know all about Kay Redfield Jamison and I have

read all of her books not just the one book (Unquiet

Mind) which the show creators mention as a base guide

to follow. Touched With Fire would be a better book

to model a TV show after since it is about artistic

temperament which borders on insanity and genius

as myself and other bipolar artists are.

Playing a bipolar person on TV and really being

bipolar is not even close to being the same thing.

Watch me to learn the truth about bipolar and the

truth will set you free.

Otherwise It's Not Real To Me!!!!

Nor to you.

This Is How Real Bipolar People Are

This Weblog is about me and my ups and downs with

bipolar and how I think and feel on any given day because

of it. I may say something about my penis and Jesus in

the same sentence, but that may not be what I am actually

thinking but only a shadow of it.

I can articulate thoughts without being tickled or late but

being late is rude so I try not to be or to be which is not

the question but makes for good filler. Now if you will

excuse me I must go and take care of my penis which has

nothing to do with Jesus in the same sentence.

As you can see some rock & roll band in Mexico City has

taken to calling itself Angel De Fuego and made some

nice artwork for it. But sense that is my real legal name

I will use it here and claim that they have used my name

without my permission. But since the artwork is cool

I'll let it slide this time,

tho next time I'll fucking throw

em thru the window.

Bipolarity Insanity and Ash Wednesday

Quantum Particle Entanglement

There is without a doubt in my mind a connection between

bipolar disorder and insanity to varied degrees and intensities.

I am bipolar 1 (one) which is the worse case type to have and

I definitely boarder or teeter on insanity vs genius and at the

other extreme depressed to the point of stupidity and to slow

to react in time.

What does Ash Wed. have to do with bipolarity and insanity?

Absolutely nothing, but I thru it in there since today is ash

Wednesday and yesterday I went down town on business and

walked around where Carnival (madi gras) was to be held.

So since I was there in the day and not the night, I did not

get the full effect of a carnal life with all it sinfulness. In fact

there was nobody there at all save for those setting the stage

for it to happen and the workers themselves.

But by the laws of particle entanglement I got some of the

anticipatory quantum entangled particles of such event

on me and brought them back with me. So last night when

I was really lying in my bed, I was also being sinful and carnal

down town while the particles there were partying.

So this morning I put the traditional ash on my forehead

as a symbol of my repentance for participating in such a

thing as Carnival even though it was only via particle

entanglement.

Now I am walking around my house with a black ash dot

on my forehead feeling like I really did screw a bunch of

chicks, robbed some banks, snuffed a few people out and

then had a good nights sleep. Quantum Entanglement

keep it in mind next time you want to be bad and sinful

without really being bad and sinful.

Veteran of The Angel Wars

I am a veteran of the angel wars and I

saw Lucifer fall from heaven like lightening,

and the faces of angels burning.

You can not know me the spirit of a messenger

from God. I am vetus older than you who are yet

to be born into heaven.

I walk among you in silence but speak when

spoken to. I mask myself with many faces

and even when you are looking at me,

you can not see me, you only see the mask.

You will entertain me without knowing that

I am a veteran of the angel wars but now I live

among you who are not yet born into heaven

and who still live by their blindness to the truth.

I watch you as from afar sometimes for years at

a time. Then I deliver my message from God to

you concerning your life. I am not a prophet nor

am I a preacher.

I have been wounded in the angel wars when the

sky in heaven was aflame and the faces of angels

were destroyed. I was disfigured by fire but

survived and am now called the Angel of Fire in

heaven as on earth Angel De Fuego.

An Artist With Bipolarity

An artist with bipolarity is the theme of this blog

however it may come. It comes in many forms shapes and

sizes as it is true to life so it is.

Don't expect anything else from this blog.

About Being A Human

A human being a human is what I am all about now.

But that was seconds ago and now I am all about being

all about being. Now I just am.

...........Ok, just being an "am" was good too but maybe

some eggo's with that "am" and some feelings on the

side would be good.

There, now I'm back to being human again. :-)

And being a male human involves Penis Enlargement. :---

)

What does any of this have to do with the above photo

of L and D?

Nothing

BUT IT COULD ALL JUST BE A TRICK OF SATAN

Mentally Challenged?

Can having bipolarity be considered as being mentally challenged?
I never thought so before I fell into a deep depression and now
to quote The Three Stooges: "I tried to think, but nothing happened".

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"I tried to think, but nothing happened"

The Three Stooges

Found Missing

When I woke up this morning I found that

my brain was missing. Oh Well!!!!!!!!! :-)

Hopefully I will find it again tomorrow.

Never Mind!

Better yet, just forget it!

To The Normal Eye

To the normal eye, I have a stigma. My stigma

is my mental illness and my mental illness is

my manic-depressive bipolarity. But true bipolarity

breeds creative genius which is seen by the normal

eye as a gift. So my stigma is a gift. But the normal

eye is not gifted and lacks to much stigma. So we

discard it as undesirable. The normal eye belongs

to the normal person lacking stigma and the gift.

But that which lacks the gift is undesirable so we

should discard it to the fire. So all normal people

will be discarded into the fire since they lack the

desired gift. That leaves all of us stigmatic mentally

ill and gifted people finally in charge of the world.

Social stigma, a severe social disapproval of personal characteristics 

or beliefs that are against cultural norms. A topic in mental health 

literature.

Ela Venida Del Angel De Fuego

The Arrival Of The Angel Of Fire.

I have been making public appearances lately

as a show of support for the good side.

Check out this video of me Angel De Fuego

publicly manifesting in plain view of men