Starting to Talk a Little

Coming out of depression and into my manic cycle

is always interesting in that I start to talk more.

But at first it seems that what I have to say makes

no sense at all. For example, I am now starting to

write threads on the science forum but the people

there don't know me from Adam and are a little

offended by my grandiosity and ego about my

creative genius. But I do not expect everyone to

know all about bipolarity and its connection to

creative genius. If everyone in the world read

the same books that I have about bipolarity, then

we would all be on the same track. It is a task to

try and educate people about true bipolarity and

it symptoms. I have had it my whole life so I know

what the hell I am talking about. Believe me when

I say that bipolarity is the breeding ground of creative

genius. All true artists are truly bipolar. It is as simple

as that and according to years of my research. But don't

take my word for it. Read Touched With Fire by Dr.

Kay Jamison. She is the worlds leading authority on

bipolarity and has written 5 books about it.

 

Coming Out of My Depression

I am finally coming up and out of my depressive cycle.

These things take time and are easily documented.

But only another bipolar like myself can truly know

what I am talking about and be interested in such things.

That is why I try to write it all down. But in the past I

have deleted many blogs about my bipolar cycles due

to the nature of their content. That is to say, I sometimes

create blogs that have evil type content such as my

Achrist blogs from last year. Those blogs were product 

of a manic episode and should have been left as documentation

of the same. But people who find these type of blogs, do

not know that they are just the product of mania and

that the blogs author (me) am not always like that.

To The Normal Eye

To the normal eye, I have a stigma. My stigma

is my mental illness and my mental illness is

my manic-depressive bipolarity. But true bipolarity

breeds creative genius which is seen by the normal

eye as a gift. So my stigma is a gift. But the normal

eye is not gifted and lacks to much stigma. So we

discard it as undesirable. The normal eye belongs

to the normal person lacking stigma and the gift.

But that which lacks the gift is undesirable so we

should discard it to the fire. So all normal people

will be discarded into the fire since they lack the

desired gift. That leaves all of us stigmatic mentally

ill and gifted people finally in charge of the world.

Social stigma, a severe social disapproval of personal characteristics 

or beliefs that are against cultural norms. A topic in mental health 

literature.

Bipolar Music

My bipolar piano music can be heard here

But why on earth would anyone want

to hear bipolar music? G-d only knows.

Art And Bipolar Cycles

It is experienced by Angel that creating art is

best done while in a mania, and that all other

art is just wana be art.

Waiting For A Mania

As an artist, Angel lives for his up time to create.

There is nothing else in the world like a good 

controlled mania for creating art. But this can

not be forced nor induced by drugs. It must come

as and be natural in order to be sustainable. 

Almost There

Right now Angel is kinda almost there. That is to 

say, actually in a mania. In the beginning of his

manic climbs, he goes up 1 stair but down two stairs. 

This happens for about a month then it starts to

climb level. It is in the "Almost There" mode that

Angels gets nothing done. Angel is NOW in this mode

but showing signs of life with this post.

Documenting My Illness

Since 2007, Weblog De Fuego has been trying to

document the up and down cycles of bipolarity.

Angel De Fuego sometimes deletes blogs (pages)

of Weblog De Fuego that were products of his manic

episodes. But in doing so, some of the vital data

related to bipolarity gets deleted also. This example

shows what this means. Those people who got to 

see this now deleted blog, know full well what

this means. Angels potential for looking evil is 

great, but his heart is not into it. So blogs get deleted

that should have been left to study for info about

bipolar cycles. After deleting about 10 blogs that

related to Angels claim to be the Achrist, and other

evil related looking stuff. Angel now feels that he

should have left these blogs as documented evidence 

of his bipolar cycles. The fact that they existed and

were seen, read, heard, and commented upon by

people, is proof alone that Angel is truly crazy.

But Angel is now walking upon a different road than

before. Angel agrees with his new President, that we

all must leave behind childish things, and start to

try to help out more, each his fellow man. So during

Angels next manic episode, becoming the Achrist will

NOT happen. Instead, (though anything could happen)

Angel will try to focus his creative energies on helping

America move forward as a Christian Nation under G-d.

Although Angel will most likely NOT go door to door

with a gospel, he could however put a large wooden

cross on a small wheel, and drag it thru town.

Even so, Angel feels very lucky and very loved by G-d

that he has SSI only each month, to get him by.

That is to say, in light of recent economic events and

the fact that Angels neighbor just lost his job and has

NO income. So being mentally ill and on SSI right now

does not seem as bad as it used to. 

Moving Right Along

Weblog De Fuego thinks it could do more than 

just to sit around and contemplate its own navel.

Weblog De Fuego has been posting since 2007

but has never been political or informative. 

Its creator, Angel De Fuego, has serious mental

issues from severe bipolarity and can mostly 

only function  as an artist in seclusion. 

Deep depression restricts and confines Angel

at home and this depression comes in cycles.

During the highs (mania) of each cycle, Angel is

creating art, but not commercially. But the cycles 

get worse with age, so Angel goes even further

into the insanity of his mental illness. That means

almost anything could happen on Weblog De Fuego.

Those who already know about Weblog De Fuego

and its completely dark and evil past, have an idea

of what this means. Angel has deleted many of his

dark evil and Achrist blogs. Those blogs were product

of many manic episodes. Anything could happen on

this blog in 2009. Angel has a mania coming. 

It is a law in his cycles, that after a depression there

is a mania. Angel takes no medication for bipolarity

and this gives full rein of the illness to show itself

in full, and thereby be documented.

Speech: In My Own Little World

This is not a political blog, and I have bipolarity.

That pretty much assures that no body will ever

read this blog. But I walk alone on the road of life

with faith in G-d, that I too can someday become

something or someone. A voice crying in the dark

and media-less solitude which lies not within my 

own mind, but the real state of affairs which affairs

are questioned in the face of reality. So I now pick

myself off, dust myself up, and join my new leader

to keep to myself and out of society where I am a

nuisance. It is indeed better for all mankind, that I

just sit down and shut up and stop making myself

looking foolish to the world. However, I can not do

this alone, I need your help. Each American must do

his part in the effort to tie me down to a chair and

formal meeting. 

It won't be easy, at first  there will be struggles and

false starts, but I know that as a people, you all can

keep me safe and from the evils of the world. I want 

to make it into heaven, but if each one of you takes

part in me being influenced by evil, then I too will

start to act as you and become evil also. It is the 

responsibility of each American to keep me safe and

out of arms way. That is why I have signed into act

this law that forces every American to protect my

rights and keep me alive and safe. This also guarantees 

my safe arrival in heaven and for eternity with G-d.

Thank you and may G-d bless America.

G-d Bless the 44th

G-d bless President Barack Obama.

Mexico Collapsing

Mexico in danger of collapse, says US army - Jan 16, 2009 America, which shares a 2000 mile border with Mexico, would be the obvious destination for massive refugee flows if its neighbour descended  into civil war. ...

Experts say: Iran Will Have Nuke This Year

Iran will have nuke this year.

A panel of experts has concluded that time is dangerously running 

out for the U.S. to put in place a protective anti-missile umbrella. 

The biggest threat is Iran, which the panel forecasts will have the 

A-Bomb this year.

Islam Out of Mexico

Islamic missions in Mex. are popping up in recent

years. In 2005, then President Fox of Mex. said that

he was concerned with  an ever growing islamic 

community in Mexico and its ties to al-Qaida.

USA plans border SURGE 

to help fight war on drugs.

Marines restricted from Mexico.

  

Islam On March South of Border

Mexico agrees to monitor foreign groups as 

Muslim recruitment rate skyrockets.

In recent years islamic recruitment has taken foothold

in Mexico, and it is just a matter of time before Mexican

drug war lords become Islamic Jihadist. If USA does not

do something about it now, then we will soon be fighting

a holy war with Mexico.  

The recruitment of new followers is especially active in southern Mexico and among the indigenous Mayans who are converting by the hundreds, according to a report in Der Spiegel. The Mexican government, the report says, is concerned about a culture clash in its own back yard.

About 300 Tzozil-Indians have converted to Islam in recent years and it's a development that is beginning to worry the Mexican government, said the Der Spiegel report. The government even suspects the new converts of subversive activity and has already set the secret service onto the track of the Mayan Muslims. Mexican President Vincente Fox has even gone so far as to say he fears the influence of the radical fundamentalists of al-Qaida.

Indeed, with Islamic "charities" under increasing international pressure and scrutiny to cut ties with terrorists, al-Qaida and other allied organizations are expanding operations throughout Latin America, establishing both legitimate and criminal enterprises to fund future operations.

From a 2005 article 

Border Invasion Pics

Click here to see current photos/videos

of illegals crossing into USA. This is and

will continue to be a problem until we build

the dooms day device and set it off in Mex.

city. Once all the Mexicans are dead, then we

can march into Mex. and re-claim it for America

and apple pie. Then we will import people from

South America to do the jobs that used to belong

to those Mexicans.......God save the Queen. 

I don't like Mexicans illegally crossing over into

my American border town with an over inflated

sense of privilege to my Governments storehouse.

If Mexicans would put as much creative energy into

their own countries well being, as they do into getting

illegally across the border, then they would see their

own resources as exploitable and sustainable.

Having the USA and its tempting glitter shinning in the

Mexican eye, is just a stumbling block to the mexican 

people and their own success. They would rather come

to the USA and sponge off its welfare system than stay

in Mex. and learn how to get their own oil out of the 

ground.  They all make me sick!

USA Mexico War

Every day, I hear gun fire across the border.

I live in San Ysidro USA a stones throw from the 

border. I don't have kids, but if I did, I would 

keep them inside and out of school. It is not safe

for Americans to go into mexico anymore. 4000

drug war related deaths were in TJ alone in 2008.

We here in San Ysidro need the USA troops here

right now to prevent an eventual drug war here in

San Ysidro. The Mexican troops came too late to

TJ and long after the drug war began. But if we can

protect San Ysidro from such a thing happening,

by brining the troops in first, then I think we should.

There is also a growing islamic movement in Mexico

since and before 2005. But now it is getting worse. 

Are the Mex. drug war Lords really islamic extremists?

If there not now, they will soon be.

 

USA Mexico War

USA Mexico War

A real war is coming around border crossing issues but mexico 

is too ignorant to see it. I predict troop build ups, on both sides 

of the border, in the near future. More Americans will become 

even less tolerant of illegal mexicans crossing each day. It's just a 

matter of time before USA Closes the border in and out of Mex.

Now USA Marines are no longer allowed in Mex. And Mex. is 

on the verge of total collapse of its internal structure.  Once the 

drug war in TJ spills over into USA border towns like San Ysidro,

then the USA troops will start collecting there in San Ysidro.

Once that happens...and it will, then all hell will break lose. 

 

Mexico in Civil War: Will Soon Collapse?

Travel Warning About Mexico

The drug related civil war inside mexico rages on out

of control while travel warnings go out to all North

American to "Stay out of Mexico" until further advised.