I Believe But it's Hard

The hardest thing 4 me to understand tho

I believe it, is that G-d my creator never had

a beginning. I can even think of and sorta 

comprehend eternity as never ending.

But the truth that G-d never had a beginning

just blows my mind. We understand the 

universe to be approx. 14-15 billion years old.

We Christians believe that G-d created the

universe, but how long before that big bang

moment, was G-d just hanging around all

by Himself?  Can't go there girlfriend!

It makes me wonder if maybe we humans were

not the first experiment at creation. Were there

others before us? As per the laws of evolution

yes! if you believe in evolution thru creation as

I do. All creation is in a state of constant evolution.

And for a G-d without beginning, that's the way

it should be. That is to say, G-d does not appear to

be in any hurry to empress any of us temporal, 

here today but gone tomorrow, humans.

It seems that G-d has bigger fish to fry.

Shalom!

"His faithful love endures forever."

Psalms 136