Israel at War

Get out your Bible, dust it off, and read all about it.

Nothing new here. G-d aids Israel in times of war and

even fights for them at times. But is G-d with them this

time? I believe G-d is always with Israel and always will

be. If it is the will of G-d, then Israel will send in ground

troops. Too many people are praying for Israel to keep

it in the will of G-d, but the darkness seeps in like a vapor-

ous mist that Israel loves to inhale. So, the prayers could

be in vain if Israel does not listen to the voice of G-d thru

its rabbi's. Those in power may not be religious, but if 

they are, then Israel will be OK. But then again,

I am bipolar and full of all kinds of emotional dissonance.

What I say or think should not matter in a normal society.

I have my own little war right here inside of my own little

bipolar head. So the fact that there are people dying all 

around (Gaza) right now, seems like a million light years

away from my "little" reality right here at home inside my

head. Maybe if I was not bipolar, I could hold on to ONE 

emotion about it all, but that is not possible with me.

My emotions are in constant flux or movement. like the

tectonic plates, they move and shift around causing at times

great earth quakes in my whole being. To just sit idle on 

one emotional and ideological idea is not possible for me.

I can only glimpse flashes of reality while normal people

live in the daylight of reality. That is why I need G-d since

G-d is the only stable reality I know. Now I have to go and

eat breakfast.

 

More War for 2009

Troops are building up around the borders of middle East sensitive areas. Looks like something big is about to happen. As a believer in Bible prophecies, apart from the now Gaza/Israeli conflict, something bigger is about to happen. It has something to do with

the U.S.A. being sorta between presidents right now. They in that region are taking advantage

of the seeming, leadership vacuum we and they think we have. Shit might even hit the fan.....

....over.

But I Personally Believe.....

That Obama was sent here from the future

by the Democratic New World Order, in a 

space ship time machine. And that he Obama

has ties to higher celestial beings who have

ties to other spiritual beings who have ties

to G-d. The plan is to take over the entire 

universe by using the power of goodness.

Something sounds fishy to me even though

there will be no fish in heaven. But fish don't

sound, but if they did, what would they sound like?

Who cares? well, maybe the fish do....Do fish have

ears? U can tune a piano, but U can't tune a fish.

So, there it is in all its splendor. 

Out of Touch with Reality

The U.S.A. is out of touch with the reality that its

spiritual side is all but dead. Modern Americans 

have a drive-thru sense of their Christianity. But 

that kind of spiritual fast food leads to spiritual 

malnutrition and ultimately spiritual death. 

While it is true that you can not work your way

to heaven, it is also true that there will be no

loafing around once you get there. There will be

plenty of jobs in heaven. But here on earth, what

gets you into heaven is your belief & faith.

But you can't believe and have faith unless you

really know G-d and what knowing G-d really 

means to you. But you can't really know G-d 

from a drive thru point of view. That would mean

that your view of G-d is also drive thru. I don't

believe that one can acquire heaven unless one

can really believe in heaven. If you have a drive

thru view of heaven, then your heaven will be

a drive thru heaven. But a drive thru heaven is

not the real heaven of G-d who you can not just

drive thru, and still really understand.

Anyone who wants to get into heaven, must sit

still and contemplate upon it. This contemplation

will help build the belief system that will form

your faith. Since it is impossible to please G-d

without faith, then the more faith you have 

increases your chance of getting into heaven.

Faith is your key into heaven, but it is also 

important to know what heaven is like before

one can believe in it. If you do not know what

heaven really is and what it is all about. Then you

can just forget about going there.

First rule of heaven: No McDonalds there.

Also be aware that one can keep all ten 

commandments but still not have enough faith

to actually get into heaven. So, to say the least

it's a bit tricky getting there.  Where?

Where ever it is that you have enough faith to be.

 

Life Goes On

After all the scandals of 2008, life goes on.

Nobody will care in a hundred years

what happens today. It's all vanity and

a chasing after wind. We humans are just

the product of time and not times creator.

We are the creatures not the creator.

We are here today but gone tomorrow.

We are all just passing through on are way

to eternity. 

I live in a Bubble

I live in a bubble of my own making.

cut off from most of society & people.

It's better 4 me to just live a monastic

life style away from the temptations

of daily life, and as per my faith in G-d.

My bipolarity is not just in my head alone

especially while it directly effects others.

So the less contact I have with U all in 

person, the better 4 us all. I do believe

that my bipolarity is spirit possession in

varied degrees. I am now working on this

as though it were some kind of metaphysical

mathematical equation through formula

thinking. But this kind of thinking can only

be done while in a mania which I am still

waiting 4.

I have another mania coming. I will always

have another mania coming. So I am learning

to program my projects as per my manic cycles.

Personally, my depressive cycle kills all ambition

to do anything in life. Art? forget it! Not while

I'm depressed. So it is during my manic cycle that

I am at my best 4 creating art and the like.

Mania gives me energy to create and is the fuel

that runs my jet engine of creative genius.

So I am planing 4 my next manic cycle coming up

soon, to think tank about the spiritual connection

that bipolarity has to the human body. I have already

outlined this idea in my e-book called: Bipolarity And

Spirit Possession a Gift in Disguise. But the P/C

computer I used to write the book on, blew up before 

I could get it all on my blog.............Oh Well! 

I do have it backed up on a CD, so one of these days

I will get it all posted, right after I buy a new P/C

For now, I am coming to U on my MacBook channel

or something like that!..................over.

Xmas is Over

Thank G-d 4 that!

About the Jewish Madoff thing!

There is another part to being Jewish

that is now being neglected by all the

Jew haters. That being the creative 

artistic side. Nobody is expected to

like any Jewish bankers now, but we

all still love the Jewish creative genius

which is made up of most all the hollywood

and New York artist scene.........we like

Jewish doctors too!

Don't hate all Jews, just because of one 

real bad one.

Christmas Day 2008

I stopped liking Christmas as a kid, so the

whole notion of this day makes me depressed.

Someday I might get over it, but I doubt it.

Happy Holiday 

Christmas, When was that?

The Jesus Christ of Christmas, was born on

the 17th of June, 2B.C. Not 25 of Dec. 0000

Shalom!

From His Daily Prophet

G-D

From the Sonnets of Sorrow and Joy

#15

Ill sorrow why have you come back to me,
Did I not send you far from me before?
I packed your bags and shipped you out to sea,
Telling you,I don't love you anymore,
Yet here you stand at my front door again,
Telling me that you love me ever still,
Save God will have to forgive me my sin,
Of letting you in,so you I can kill,
I'll bury you in my backyard at night,
So there will be no witness to this crime,
I'll kill you in the basement,out of sight,
It's best for me in the morning time,

Wait,where are you going,don't run away?
I Vant to have you for dinner,please stay.

To read more of my sonnets click here.

Can't Separate The Two

I can not separate my bipolarity from my faith.

To me, bipolarity is spirit possession as in the

spirit of bipolarity. A spirit created by G-d who

also is spirit. The chemical imbalance of bipolarity

is caused by the two opposing spirits which make

up the one spirit of bipolarity. 

Bipolarity is linked to creative genius.

click here to see Touched With Fire.

The word genius as everyone should know, comes from the word

genie or jinn. The following four definitions are directly from the 

dictionary:

Genius 1. genii 3. a person having extraordinarily high intelligence,
esp. one with an I.Q. of 140 or above.
7. either of two mutually opposed spirits, one good
and one evil, supposed to attend a person throughout his life.
9. usually genii. any demon or spirit, esp. a jinn.

Jinn 1. any of a class of spirits, lower than the angels capable of
appearing in human and animal forms, and influencing mankind
for good and evil. (also see djin)

Muse 1. a. any of a number of sister goddesses, originally given as
Aoede (song) b. any goddes presiding over a particular art.
3. the genius or powers charateristic of a poet.

Genie 1. Islamic . Jinn.

Daemon 1. a. a god. b. a subordinate deity, as the genius of a place or
A man’s attendant spirit

G-d Loves Even Me

I believe that G-d loves even stupid crazy

bipolar stinky dumb ignorant sinner dirty 

lazy me. So he must love U too. Even the 

demons believe & tremble in fear.

Shalom!

My Joy Went Out

My enthusiasm and spark for life went out 

a few months ago. I contribute this to my

bipolarity. I am now in my depressive state

of my manic-depressive cycle. I do not use 

common bipolar medications, since I want

to let my creativity flourish, and all such 

meds, just keep my creative mania down.

If I could always be in a controlled mania,

then I would have it made. 

Oh L-RD of heavens armies, please let me

know the joy of your salvation again. Fill

me with your holy spirit and joyful presence.

Amen.

P.S.

When U see Santa Oh L-RD, tell him to

just bring me joy and nothing else.

String Theory

In the physics world string theory is the thing.

I believe all those little strings to be (spirit) G-d. 

They say that those strings R to small to ever

be detected. Thus it stays a theory....... or is based 

on belief thru mathematical equations. I can mathe-

matically theorize the existence of G-d, tho I can not 

prove it....same thing.

Me in the Darkness

The above photo was taken today of me

in the darkness & confusion of life.

Outside is the light of G-d, but I am afraid

to go outside. I believe in the light outside

and I even worship it, but I am afraid of

it. It's (His) name is Fear, but His love

endures forevermore. Oh L-RD G-d of

heaven, keep me safe within your heart,

& forgive my sins.......................amen.

I Believe But it's Hard

The hardest thing 4 me to understand tho

I believe it, is that G-d my creator never had

a beginning. I can even think of and sorta 

comprehend eternity as never ending.

But the truth that G-d never had a beginning

just blows my mind. We understand the 

universe to be approx. 14-15 billion years old.

We Christians believe that G-d created the

universe, but how long before that big bang

moment, was G-d just hanging around all

by Himself?  Can't go there girlfriend!

It makes me wonder if maybe we humans were

not the first experiment at creation. Were there

others before us? As per the laws of evolution

yes! if you believe in evolution thru creation as

I do. All creation is in a state of constant evolution.

And for a G-d without beginning, that's the way

it should be. That is to say, G-d does not appear to

be in any hurry to empress any of us temporal, 

here today but gone tomorrow, humans.

It seems that G-d has bigger fish to fry.

Shalom!

"His faithful love endures forever."

Psalms 136 

Spiritual Political News

from the daily prophet 

In the political spiritual realm today.

King Yeshua met with the 24 elders

earlier today, and had talks concerning

the Kings soon second coming. After 

the talks, the 4 beasts that surround 

the Kings throne, said amen.

7 golden trumpets and golden bowls 

were marched through heaven today

while millions of angels shouted " The

day of the L-RD is nigh." One angel who

was interviewed said, that "those are the

7 trumpets mentioned in the book of 

Revelations, and that they are being

taken each to his appointed angel."

The L-RD declined to be interviewed but

only said "the time of repentance is now."

In other news, G-d our Father and L-RD

is working full time with cabinet members

in His war against evil and sin. Secretary 

of war and Archangel Michael said that 

"every effort is being made to squelch the 

devils fire at the front lines, and that more 

angelic troops will be needed."

The Ambassador to Earth and Archangel 

Gabriel said "While the inhabitants of

earth continue in their sins, G-d can do

little to help them. But if all humans on

earth repent of their sins, then G-d can

send angelic armies and troops to earth

to aid in that battle front against evil."

Satan on earth has gathered his fallen troops

to enter New York City..............

Yeshua Lives Forevermore

The following is copied from www.messianic.com/

WHY YOU NEED MESSIAH

1. The condition of humankind is that of fallen creatures, rebellious against G-d and full of sin. Mankind was cursed because of disobedience to G-d. Without salvation from sin (removal of sin) mankind is due punishment, in fact death (removal from G-d). But G-d, in His mercy, provided a way of escape from death to people who will seek to do His will.

2. G-d appointed the holy people, Israel, to bring salvation to all mankind through the person of the Messiah (Anointed One or Appointed One) of Israel, the Savior of the world.

3. The hope and necessity of the Messiah was revealed through the feasts (service of worship) and commandments (moral requirements) which G-d gave to Israel.

4. In the fulness of time G-d sent His Son (meaning G-d Himself in human flesh), who was and is Yeshua (Jesus) of Nazareth, to be the Messiah for sin, therefore to be a sacrifice and a substitution for the punishment due us all. This sacrifice was accomplished through His death on the Roman execution stake.

5. Only G-d Himself is not due the punishment of death, so He alone could stand in our place. Having done this He rose from the dead and ascended back to power in Heaven.

6. Messiah Yeshua has commissioned those who trust that He is L-RD to go and tell this message to all who will hear.

7. Those who hear and place their trust in Him as Savior and L-RD are rescued (redeemed) from the curse of sin and death and will live eternally. The full promise will appear when Messiah returns and the resurrection of the dead takes place.

8. Until then those who belong to Messiah are given the "down payment" of the Spirit of G-d residing in them to help them know G-d's instructions for right living according to the Bible, so that people might see their good works and glorify the G-d of Heaven.

9. If you do not know Yeshua as your Messiah and/or Savior, you can receive Him now by confessing your sins to Him, then asking Him to come into your life and make you a new person. Your entry way to G-d's throne will be made clear and you can then learn all that His Word says, because you will have the strength through His presence in you.

10. There is no other way than just described for anyone on earth to live with a clear conscience; to know that all sin is gone; that the debt for our sin is paid, and to know nothing (but our own willful disobedience) can separate us from G-d's love.

The End Is Near

Repent! 

4 the End is Near

Only after being a Christian for 52 years Do

I finally understand the child like simplicity

of it all. My Bipolarity aside, I now understand

that it is the belief in Yeshua (Christ Jesus)

that he was who he said he was and did what

he said he did, that stamps my ticket into

heaven. Not anything else I do or believe will

get me or anyone else into heaven.

Believing that he was fully God born of a virgin 

and fully human born from a human women into the 

human family. That he died and rose to life again

on the third day. And that he rose to heaven and

is now seated on the right hand of God. That he 

will return again for his chosen and beloved people

and also for those gentiles that believe as well.

Any ?'s

Shalom!

Bipolar News Today

Bipolarity is Demon Possession. 

I have proof of this.

U don't believe me.

& I don't care.

Try & have a nice day anyway.

Bipolarity is Demon Possession.

The comment left below is typical of modern

doctors. But I personally believe that bipolarity

is caused by the spirit of bipolarity given to

mankind (O.T.Jews) by God. Only constant prayer

can keep one stable. Shalom!

 Dr.Michael said...

Bipolar disorder is not a single disorder, but a category 

of mood disorders characterized by the presence of one

 or more episodes of abnormally elevated mood, clinically

 referred to as mania. Individuals who experience manic 

episodes also commonly experience depressive episodes or

 symptoms, or mixed episodes in which features of both 

mania and depression are present

Starting to come out of Depression

I am just now starting to come up & out

of my long depressive cycle. G-d that

was hard. Imagine if I had just lost it 4

even a second, I could have killed myself.

That is how serious bipolarity really is.

People with this mental illness kill

themselves everyday. I really have been

one of the lucky ones so far. Keep me

in your prayers.  

About My Jewish Background

I remember about 30 years ago my Jewish Father

telling me: "Son, many of your past relatives 

were marched into the ovens by Hitler."

Those relatives were Checkoslovakian Jews.

I was born in Los Angeles California in 1956

so I am as far away from those ovens & gas

chambers as possible. But I still have Jewish

blood in my veins even tho I am a modern 

American Christian. Does that make me a

Christian Jew? 

The G-d of Elijah

The G-d of Elijah is the only true G-d.

Because He never had beginning.

Where is the G-d of Elijah?

that I may worship You who

created the heavens & the earth.

All praise be to the G-d of Elijah!

Back Home Again

I rolled into town yesterday afternoon from my 

spirit walk/drive. Nothing has changed I am still

depressed. I notice someone left a comment about

Jesus & the spirit world & being set free........well

I am already a Christian which has nothing to do

with bipolarity & depression. Just reading some 

book is NOT going to bring me up & out of this

deep depression which is caused by bipolarity.

I put my forehead down on my prayer rug every day

& ask God to help me.......& if that don't work......then

just reading some book won't help either. Besides, I

already know all about the spirit world. There is no

other book written that can teach me anything new.

Depression is not cured by reading some book.

& Christianity does NOT cure depression. Good try

who ever U were that left that comment in the post

below. I thank U for trying. God bless U.

Also, Did U listen to my piano music? 

That would actually cheer me up more

than reading any book.......Enjoy!

Going on a Spirit Walk

I am starting out today on a spirit walk (drive) to

Santa Cruz California, my old stomping ground.

I hope this will help me up from my deep depression.

So this will be my last entry for at least a week.

Angel De Fuego