Taking Time Off To Write

I am taking time off doing blogging for a while

to write a real book, not the fake one below.

Go ahead and explore all 40+ pages (whole

other blogs) of this Weblog De Fuego.

You can find the links to these pages/blogs

full of my art from right here on this homepage.

Original piano pieces, poetry sonnets, paintings.

I will still add new art, but stupid little

nonsensical posts about nothing I will not.

After my real book is written and published,

then I will again return to blogging and

this weblog. It will always be my Journalog

and art archive.

Enjoy

Namaste

Angel De Fuego

May-19- 08

NOTE: go to my blog: First Church of Bipolarity to get

all the latest news about me and my bipolarity with updates.

Also, could someone please recommend me to blogger,

for blog of note, I have (40+ blogs all interlinked) so that others

can find this blog and learn the truth about artistic genius

and bipolarity?

Thank You

Namaste

Angel

The Reality of Hopelessness

My new book

"The Reality of Hopelessness is the worst

book never written".

anonymous NEW YORK TIMES.

Zero on the New York bestseller list.

My new book is about the reality of Demon

Possession and Bipolarity (manic-depression)
and how it is so much better to be a rich black
man with mental health, than a poor mentally
ill white man possessed with the demon of
bipolarity. The poles have shifted. The Rich

black man becomes President, while the poor

white man stays down and defeated on 

welfare/SSI.

My Demon actually did most of the writing.

I would like to thank Satan for his

influence in the creation of this book, but

I won't. Instead, I will thank God for my

miserable mentally ill life and for the

complete hopelessness that my life is with

this curse of an illness. In due time, I will

kill myself which is the usual norm with this

illness, and then everyone will finally be

free of me, But Not bipolarity. Bipolarity

will always be with you in someone. Only

God can Kill such a monster, such an evil

demon, as this bipolarity that now a flicks me.

NOTE: with respect to Barack Obama, vote for him

Barack Obama for President. I know in my heart that

he Barack will make one of the finest Presidents that

this country USA has ever known. And I'm a white Jew?

Poop Blog

Even if you don't have time,

I am commanding you all

(humans) to go to the Poop Blog

It is what you all want so run

don't walk to the Poop Blog

The Disgusting Bathroom

Art Project.

Not A Political Blog

This is NOT a political oriented Blog.

Political talk is only arguing. I hate to

argue. It's all litigation. Like lawyers

arguing cases with too many latin words.

My wife loves the political crap. It's all

about Chris Matthew's and such talk show

hosts and the like. I call him Chris Mouth.

His vociferous style becomes him.

 

I used to like Hillery back in the old days,

but she has proven to over-extend her 

sense of privilege.

Anyway, like I said, this is not a political

Blog. 

This is a Weblog about me and my artistic

temperament with Bipolar Disorder, and

all about my Art. Maybe someday when

all this political excitement for all you

is over, then you will have time to check

out my art. In the mean time, 

VOTE FOR OBAMA.

Empowered By Disorder

That I am empowered by bipolar disorder

may seem like a contradiction in terms.

But when you really analyze it, it makes

a lot of sense. Creative genius has proven 

to be a greatly sought after power.

But creative genius lives inside of those

who have bipolar disorder and few

places else. So if you have been diagnosed

with bipolar disorder and you show signs

of creativity in the arts, then you are most

likely to be a creative genius.

You too have been empowered by disorder

but this disorder can get out of control and

be orderly to the point of madness. A fine

madness as it is called like controlled insanity.

True creative genius propagates itself to 

perfection without being confined or limited. 

Note:

One can have bipolar disorder and not be a

creative genius. About 30-40 percent of people

with bipolar disorder are creative genius and

the rest just end up being a depressed mess.

Cutting Back

I am trying to cut back on my 

intake of meds since now
my tolerance is way too high.
It is a fine balance of herbs and
meds and the like that keeps
me just at that point of feeling
good and still being able to be
creative. Too much meds and
I lose my creative power and
too little meds/herbs and I get
too manic and out of control.


Like a fine machine a Harley
or a Ferrari that needs precision
tuning and the right balance of
intake to run smoothly and perfect.
That is what keeping my bipolarity
in perfect running order is like.


The fine tuning of a piano is akin
to my tuning myself to sound perfectly
in pitch. I used to tune pianos for a
living so I know a little about it.
My Bipolarity can be fine tuned to
any running condition it needs to
be in, according to its environmental
and productive needs.


I really have nothing else to do for the
rest of my life but to work on my art
and to post it here on my Weblog.
Cutting back as well as adding more
helps this process along. It is something
that each person with bipolarity must
learn to adjust in their own lives.


Learning to be ones own mechanic/doctor
is all part of the bipolar experience.
Like wrenching on a Harley a little bit
all day long and making fine adjustments
here and there, until it thunders just right.