Use To Be About The Art

This Weblog De Fuego use to be about my art

but now it's all about my depression and wanting

to be manic again. Manic = Art

Still Hanging In Here While Depressed

Being bipolar can be depressing but I'm trying to hang in

and make the most of this depressed cycle that I'm in.

In the mean time, enjoy some of my music compositions.

Feeling A Little Better And Checking In

I have been feeling like hell (depressed) lately but today I woke

up feeling a little better all day now. I hope it lasts longer though.

I Want To Be Manic Again

I want to be manic again. I'm tired of being depressed

and feeling out of sinc. I am thinking of trying Lithium

which should bring me up to baseline and that would

be good and better than doing nothing.

It's All Hopeless

Depression is hopeless. I have no hope because I'm depressed.

I'm depressed because I have no hope. I have no hope because

I am depressed. Because I am depressed, I have no hope.

Starting To Feel Depressed Again

I am now moderately depressed while taking my meds.

I may need a med change since it makes me feel out of sinc.

Trying to do music but it seems like a chore or an effort.

2011 has Arrived

I am praying that 2011 will bring a better year than last.

Last year I was in a bike wreck and I hurt my shoulder.

Also a lot of depression kept me down and unproductive.