Turning Back Into Fire

The camera caught me turning back into fire which I do

many times a day. That's why I'm called 'The Angel of Fire'

My fire does not burn like normal fire does, and is not hot

to the touch. So its sorta safe.....unless I get mad, then it can

get hotter than the sun.

It's Always About Being Bipolar

Weblog De Fuego is about being bipolar and how bipolarity

affects and shapes my life into what it is today. My artistic

temperament is a product of my bipolarity as noted in the

Book, Touched With Fire by Dr. Kay Redfield Jamison.

For the first time in my life, three years ago, I cycled down

into a deep depression and am still waiting to come out

of it and back into my manic cycle where I am up and

creating art again. It is during my manic cycles that I am

energetic and creative and full of new and wonderful ideas.

The depression sucks the life out of me even to the point

of being stupid and not being able to think and make good

judgments. Its like being two opposite people, one smart

and energetic while the other one is slow and stupid.

This is what true bipolarity is all about.

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"I tried to think, but nothing happened"

The Three Stooges