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2012-02-10T03:14:00.000-08:00

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Why Are Preachers Paid a Salary?

2012-02-08T18:07:00.005-08:00

According to scriptures preachers should live a poor

humble life style in faith while waiting on the Lord to

provide food and shelter each day. This is done to set

the example for the rest of us and so that we don't

go after the material things of life and set our sites on

money as the replacement for God.

But when preachers are paid a salary, and some get big

checks, they no longer have the need to wait on God and

they get materialistic and start to pursue the American

dream which is 100% materialistic and in the world.

Yet salaried preachers have become the norm even tho

God does not want them to depend on money but rather

to live by faith daily.

Religion and Christianity have become corrupted by

these so called pastors who are all to busy running

after money to be of any real use to their congregation

by setting the example of a humble life style. They

would all rather mock God and hope that nobody

notices, but God does notice and so do I.

Why Preachers Make You Pay For Salvation

2012-02-07T13:55:00.000-08:00

When you go to any church and sit through a service,

you will also be required to pay for the service and the

message which they call an offering or donation. But

they come right up to your seat and put their little

money bags or baskets right in your face, so it is way

obvious when you don't drop anything into it.

This money along with other money like monthly

tithes is all supposed to go to paying for the church

building, elect, water bills etc. Missionary work

and also to pay the pastors salary. There are other

things the money is supposed to go to but never

makes it there.

The act of weekly/monthly paying for something that is

supposed to eventually get you/others into heaven, is

essentially paying for your salvation which Jesus says

is free. So what is really happening here?

The whole system of churches is skewed and twisted

into a religious business who's so called pastors are

all in pursuit of the American Dream and upgrading

themselves into living the gospel of prosperity, tho

they don't preach it from the pulpit.

Those that do preach it from the pulpit like Creflo

Dollar, don't mind flaunting it to the point of

publicly announcing from his pulpit that he would

like to thank his congregation for his second

Rolls Royce.

Instead of living a humble life of poverty and

suffering for the sake of the gospel, other pastors

like Creflo Dollar across America are thanking their

congregations for their lavish homes and cars and

Harley's and that is their reward and they will not

receive any other rewards in heaven or hell.

I have a solution to this problem of begging for

money in Jesus name then living a lavish life style

which all preachers do or strive to do in secret.

Fire them all if they can't donate one Sunday to

sermon day.

Pastors don't need to be payed a lavish salary since

being a pastor really requires that you live a life of

poverty which requires faith in God for food and shelter.

You must live the gospel that you are teaching, or you

are just a charlatan and hypocrite to pursue the

American dream while claiming to be a pastor

but not setting the example for us to follow.

How can I follow a pastor who is living a rich

materialistic life style while all the time saying

that the material world is bad and evil?

I want a humble poor pastor who is willing to

suffer if necessary for the gospel and who waits

upon the Lord God for every morsel of bread

and for lodging that night.

Veteran of The Angel Wars

2012-02-06T05:24:00.000-08:00

I am a veteran of the angel wars and I

saw Lucifer fall from heaven like lightening,

and the faces of angels burning.

You can not know me the spirit of a messenger

from God. I am vetus older than you who are yet

to be born into heaven.

I walk among you in silence but speak when

spoken to. I mask myself with many faces

and even when you are looking at me,

you can not see me, you only see the mask.

You will entertain me without knowing that

I am a veteran of the angel wars but now I live

among you who are not yet born into heaven

and who still live by their blindness to the truth.

I watch you as from afar sometimes for years at

a time. Then I deliver my message from God to

you concerning your life. I am not a prophet nor

am I a preacher.

I have been wounded in the angel wars when the

sky in heaven was aflame and the faces of angels

were destroyed. I was disfigured by fire but

survived and am now called the Angel of Fire in

heaven as on earth Angel De Fuego.

Pastor Fred Iscariot Living The Gospel of Prosperity

2012-02-05T16:26:00.000-08:00

One day I was standing next to pastor Fred Iscariot to buy

some raffle tickets when he pulled out a $100,00 dollar bill

and said "Look God has been really blessing me" and bought

One hundred dollars worth of raffle tickets to win something.

I just stood there in astonishment and all I could say was,

"That's good pastor" but I was really thinking OMG this

guy actually believes that God blesses with money.

The truth is that God does not micro manage each persons life

by blessing them with money when they are good people etc.

Pastor Fred Iscariot has close to 4500 members of his flock

who send him tithes and offering and gifts etc. and that's where

the $100,00 dollar bill came from, and not because he was good

or even directly from God in the form of a personal blessing.

Pastor Fred Iscariot is living the gospel of prosperity even

though he does not preach it from his pulpit. He lives in

a plush two story home on a hill over looking the city below.

I have been there and I was shocked to see such lavish stuff

belonging to one who should live a more humble life style

as a pastor of God.

Then little by little God began to open my eyes and over a

period of a few years I saw that pastor Fred Iscariot was just

one of many thousands of other pastors across America who

are allowed to beg, solicit, ask for etc. money in Jesus name

using existing tax shelters, and live lavish life styles in pursuit

of the American dream.

But true Christianity is not about material possessions and

accumulating and saving money for the future. The Bible says

that we are to trust and wait upon God for our present and

future needs. Yha right tell that to pastor Fred Iscariot, he

still has 4500+ members sending him hard cold cash and not

to help get people saved, but rather because he pastor Fred

Iscariot is just so God damn funny as to be compared to

a Robin Williams and Billy Graham mix, by himself. :-(

Cashless Church: Would You Go To This Church?

2012-02-04T16:01:00.000-08:00

Imagine a church/temple where there is no begging for

money in Jesus name. No tithes nor offerings going to

one preacher/church without accountability. The Pastor

is taken care of and given a house to live in and is provided

food and clothing etc. That would all be done by the counsel

of Cashless Churches who's donations do not include a

pastor's salary.

This new kind of preacher/pastor has no need for cash money

and has chosen a humble and poor life style for the sake of the

gospel. Everything is provided by donation from members of

the church who have also chosen to have a pastor living humbly

for the sake of the gospel and even suffering if necessary to set

the example for the rest of us to learn to get through it.

No I am not talking about the Catholic church but I am talking

about a new model of protestant churches that do not receive

any money but rather have their needs met by donating a building

paying electric and water bill etc.

Now there is NO CASH around for any greedy preacher to dip into

for themselves and now there is no longer a need for a tax shelter

nor a church secretary counting all the money coming in.

Can anyone out there see or understand what I am saying??

I would go to a church like that.

Would you?

All the other churches who's preachers beg for money in Jesus

name and live off the tithes and offerings of the congregation,

will then look like a bunch of greedy hypocrites and that will

be a fresh change in the world of religions and churches.

Once Upon My Death

2012-01-29T19:24:00.001-08:00

Once upon my death, they will take my

lifeless body and lay it in a coffin then

hoist me down into the dark cold pit in

the earth that will be my new home.

Covering me with dirt they say a prayer

over me and they all leave one at a time

until I am left alone with just my thoughts

and my memories of a life gone past.

While I'm lying here stiff as a board

I go over my life over and over again

changing and editing things to favor me

best over what actually happened and

may have contributed to my early death.

It's not like I have a lot to do down here

in my dark cold pit where the silence is

deafening, so I write a lot of music and

do other things to keep my mind active.

I have heard people walking by and talking

but I can't really make out the words and I

even heard a baby crying once tho it passed

by quickly.

I would like to get up there on top and get

a little sun on my face, but every time I try

to move nothing happens, so I just imagine

the sun coming thru all the way down here

and gently touching my face with it's warmth.

Just Phukin Amazing !!

2012-01-28T05:04:00.000-08:00

Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that I

could add permanent length to my penis, but yes

it's true and now in my 5th month of doing PE

I have gained close to 1.75" of penis shaft and a bit

more foreskin.

Pastor Iscariot

2012-01-26T03:04:00.000-08:00

Pastor Iscariot will ask you for money by passing the

offering money bag. Then later in secrete he will put

his hand into the bag and help himself to what ever

he desires.

My X pastor is like that, begging for money in Jesus name,

then living high off the hog on a hill and lacking nothing to

the point of pulling out $100.00 bill in front of me and saying

"look, God has been really blessing me"

X pastor iscariot does not suffer for the gospel and that's

why he is my X pastor.

An Artist With Bipolarity

2012-01-19T07:23:00.000-08:00

An artist with bipolarity is the theme of this blog

however it may come. It comes in many forms shapes and

sizes as it is true to life so it is.

Don't expect anything else from this blog.

Begging For Money In Jesus Name

2012-01-17T08:59:00.000-08:00

I am telling you that I hate preachers who beg for

money in Jesus name, and they all do it. Anytime

a preacher pass's around the collection basket, he

is begging for money in Jesus name, and they all

do it.

It's blatant hypocrisy since Jesus say's while preaching

the gospel, to go out and travel without a coat or a money

bag, and even to not wear sandals. So why in the fuck

do preachers beg for money when their not supposed to

do it?

About Being A Human

2012-01-14T03:19:00.000-08:00

A human being a human is what I am all about now.

But that was seconds ago and now I am all about being

all about being. Now I just am.

...........Ok, just being an "am" was good too but maybe

some eggo's with that "am" and some feelings on the

side would be good.

There, now I'm back to being human again. :-)

And being a male human involves Penis Enlargement. :---

)

What does any of this have to do with the above photo

of L and D?

Nothing

BUT IT COULD ALL JUST BE A TRICK OF SATAN

First Day

2012-01-01T10:17:00.000-08:00

This is new years day and 1st day of 2012.

I believe 2012 will bring in many changes and some

even good. happy new year to all.

Last Day

2011-12-31T19:42:00.000-08:00

This is new years Eve and the last day of 2011.

I believe 2012 will bring in many changes and some

even good. happy new year to all.

Penis Enlargement

2011-12-28T09:47:00.000-08:00

First of all, yes it does really work with the right

equipment and technique. Secondly I have personally

gained over 1" (inch) since Sept/20/2011 and this by

working the exercises/techniques daily.

I came upon it by researching Peyronie's Disease which

I got at the beginning of 2011. That led me to the cure and

some other surprising info.

Soul Shields 2012

2011-12-23T20:21:00.000-08:00

If your not wearing your soul shields in 2012 then you should be.

Without them you are opening the doors and windows to your soul

by which can enter every evil thing proceeding from the Dark Riff

as the Mayans predicted would happen.

Dark Riff

Soul Shields

2011-12-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

Shielding my sensitive and vulnerable soul from any external negative input

or the "Evil Eye" of someone looking at me and trying to look into me. It

allows me to be in public a lot easier than if I am not wearing soul shields.

If the eyes are the windows to the soul, then mine are shielded from anyone

looking deep into my eyes to try and see me my soul and I. You can look at

me but you can't really see me.

Ballade Update

2011-12-08T09:11:00.000-08:00

Fredric Chopin 1810-1849

I am moving right along with the ballade in spite of the

Dupuytren's Contracture which affects both my hands

but mostly my #3 finger on my right hand.

So far I have been able to play thru without any pain

or discomfort and I think my #3 finger is starting to

straighten out a bit do to constant tapping of the keys.

Working On The Ballad #2 by Chopin

2011-10-25T11:04:00.001-07:00

Played here by Zimerman

Off Lithium and On New Meds

2011-05-17T18:02:00.000-07:00

I went on new meds two weeks ago and I'm Off Lithium.

Today my doctor said to give the new meds time to work.

So I hope in two more weeks I will be feeling better.

Finally On Good Dose of Lithium

2011-04-02T10:32:00.000-07:00

My Pdoc put me on 900mg of Lithium yesterday so now

after 5-7 days, I will see if it works for me to stop my

depression. Wish me luck. :-)

I Finally Got On Lithium

2011-03-24T14:27:00.000-07:00

I am on a low dose for now but later my doctor will

increase it and I am hoping that it works to help me.

Still Waiting For Lithium

2011-03-06T13:56:00.000-08:00

I never did go on Lithium cause of a problem with

my insurance not covering the special time-release

kind that my pdoc wrote a script for. So now I will

wait until my next visit to get the right script.

Other than that I am still dragging along at mildly

depressed so I still can't create art.

Hard To Keep Up With It All

2011-02-22T14:45:00.000-08:00

My 89 year old Mother sitting on my Harley in 2010

I find it hard to keep up with life while being depressed.

I don't like always coming here with my depression and

at a low point. But i have nothing else to write about.

My whole life has become about my damn depression.

Today I went on new meds for my bipolar to see if I can

get feeling better. I can't handle being depressed anymore

so I am going on Lithium even though Lithium hampers

my creative spark. If I can stay baseline then I can create

and hopefully my new meds cocktail will do that. :-|

Creating Art While Depressed?

2011-02-16T15:44:00.000-08:00

I guess technically speaking, I could create art while depressed,

but I really don't have the feeling to do it while depressed. So

I need to force myself just a little to get into a creative mood.

A lot depends on if I am set up or not. Meaning is everything

ready or do I have to do something else first?

It's pretty easy to just sit down at the piano and start playing

a beautiful improv, but when the piano is all the way out in

the garage and I have to walk out in the rain to get to it, then

thats something else. Also The piano/keyboard is connected

to a computer which I must first turn on to activate the piano

program. Anyway........... Each thing I have to do makes it harder

to do the thing that I wanted to do in the first place. That is what

bipolar depression is all about.

Welcome to my world!

Can't Create While Depressed

2011-02-02T18:41:00.000-08:00

I do most all of my piano stuff while manic or at least baseline.

It just takes too much energy while depressed or seems that way.

Wishing I would cycle up to manic soon.

Use To Be About The Art

2011-01-24T07:40:00.000-08:00

This Weblog De Fuego use to be about my art

but now it's all about my depression and wanting

to be manic again. Manic = Art

Still Hanging In Here While Depressed

2011-01-23T07:10:00.000-08:00

Being bipolar can be depressing but I'm trying to hang in

and make the most of this depressed cycle that I'm in.

In the mean time, enjoy some of my music compositions.

Feeling A Little Better And Checking In

2011-01-17T15:58:00.000-08:00

I have been feeling like hell (depressed) lately but today I woke

up feeling a little better all day now. I hope it lasts longer though.

I Want To Be Manic Again

2011-01-09T14:56:00.000-08:00

I want to be manic again. I'm tired of being depressed

and feeling out of sinc. I am thinking of trying Lithium

which should bring me up to baseline and that would

be good and better than doing nothing.

It's All Hopeless

2011-01-08T15:13:00.000-08:00

Depression is hopeless. I have no hope because I'm depressed.

I'm depressed because I have no hope. I have no hope because

I am depressed. Because I am depressed, I have no hope.

Starting To Feel Depressed Again

2011-01-05T16:13:00.000-08:00

I am now moderately depressed while taking my meds.

I may need a med change since it makes me feel out of sinc.

Trying to do music but it seems like a chore or an effort.

2011 has Arrived

2011-01-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

I am praying that 2011 will bring a better year than last.

Last year I was in a bike wreck and I hurt my shoulder.

Also a lot of depression kept me down and unproductive.

Is It 2011 Yet?

2010-12-29T07:33:00.000-08:00

I don't like Christmas and Bah Humbug!!!

Flying Around The Room Or Climbing The Walls

2010-12-20T15:06:00.000-08:00

Sometimes the meds that I take for bipolar have me

either flying around the room or climbing the walls.

So I just try to ride it out or walk it off if I can. :-|

Working On My Music

2010-12-18T15:16:00.000-08:00

Lately I have been in my studio/man cave working on music. It is a sign

that I am doing a little better, than the last few years of depression and

no productivity. Right now I am learning about my music software and

just how it all works still, after 15 years with different versions of the same

program. I am running Cubase SX. and I can do symphonies all day long

with endless tracks of music. The possibilities are wide open.

Feeling A Little Better

2010-12-12T19:08:00.000-08:00

I am feeling a little better as time goes by. Now I am starting

to write some jazz music on piano and such. Anyway..........

Being Baseline

2010-12-09T04:56:00.000-08:00

As a bipolar artist I struggle to be baseline which means not too manic

and not too depressed. My medications are supposed to keep me level

and they do......so far..............knock on wood.

Welcome To My Blog

2010-11-30T18:52:00.000-08:00

Below you will find audio links of my music compositions

and some of my Sonnets. The above title picture is called

Michael and the Dragon which was done on Microsoft Paint

in 2008. Please enjoy all my music and art.

Study 16 Opus 4

2010-11-19T16:44:00.001-08:00

Study 27 Opus 3

2010-11-15T11:24:00.001-08:00

To hear more of my piano music

click here.

Study 9 Opus 4 in E flat minor

2010-11-04T04:49:00.001-07:00

You can hear more of my original piano

compositions @:

http://audioblog-angel.blogspot.com

Enjoy!

11 Excerpt's From: Sonnets From Adam

2010-10-20T15:00:00.000-07:00

Sonnets From Adam

These sonnets have an
ABCDEF-FEDCBA-GG
rhyme scheme. written
in 1990 by Angel De Fuego

These are the first 11 of 35 sonnets.

#1

I heard the angels singing on that day
When you made me from dust and morning dew
Upon what land I stood I knew not where
Save all at once in Eden I then stood
The garden of my sadness and my joy
Where I first heard your voice and saw your face
And where I first fell from your perfect grace
To end up where the barren lands destroy
And nothing flourishes to any good
Where even the most fruitful land is bare
Yet even though I work the land anew
It quickly dies to then wither away

So I being the product of your hands
Will die and wither as these worthless lands.

#2

Lilith now tries my patience day and night
Insisting to be leader when we dance
This women on top always wants to be
Whenever it is we are making love
And now I see a darkness in her eyes
As if to say her soul is colored black
And that a sense of goodness she must lack
And in her speech I hear the blatant lies
bellowing down from her throat perched above
Which I am forced to look upward to see
Pref'ing to close my eyes with just a glance
While all the time feeling somethings not right

I can not spend forever looking up
At Lilith drinking from her macho cup.

#3

New wife Eve acts lover to the serpent
I've seen her go to the forbidden tree
And console with the serpent night and day
And the serpent wraps himself around her
Then licks her body with his lying tongue
It breaks my heart to see this happening
But nothing I could do would stop such thing
Since you have said that she will do this wrong
Thus causing me to fall a sorcerer
To call upon the stars to lead my way
Through the black magic of my sorcery
Which to creation bears the testament

That my new wife has well angered the Lord
So now we die commanded by his word.

#4

Give me O Lord another chance to prove
That I am worthy of your sweetest grace
Ignoring now the council of my sin
To stand before your throne with purest heart
Giving to you the praise to you is due
Even though to praise you I'm unworthy
Deserving hell for all eternity
For all transgressions I have done to you
Perfecting sin as though it were an art
Practicing evil time and time again
Until my goodness leaves no goodly trace
Upon the earth where I have killed all love

Give me another chance to prove that I
For your sweet love am willing now to die.

#5

Was I so wrong to love my precious Eve
Even as you yourself also loved me ?
As I in your own image then was made
So Eve was also in my image brought
Flesh of my flesh and bone of my own bone
So how is it that I am now to blame
For joining my fire with hers to one flame
After so many years being alone
Without her warmth and fam'ly we begot
And all those years alone at night I laid
Thinking away my dull eternity
Without a lover in who to believe

And so you made her from my loneliness
To lead me into all unrighteousness.

#6

So now the women tells me what to do
Like she was the first to be created
And I was the first to commit that sin
I can't do this I better not do that
Or I should do that or I should do this
Plotting against me now behind my back
As If a sense of goodness I should lack
Betraying me to Satan with a kiss
While wearing as it were her judges hat
Which now I've seen her wear time and again
Versing with Satan I am debated
As if who's hands I'll fall in him or you

So now I have to jump at her commands
While jumping to avoid his and your hands.

#7

Again I find myself alone and sad
Since my fair Eve has gone far from me now
From all the disagreements that we have
Which brought me to the point of striking her
As though she were my mortal enemy
Instead of my wife for which she was mad
When still next to my side she calmly laid
And I yet held her for eternity
But alls amiss now a nebulous blur
Without a trace of hope for me to save
My marriage for which I do sadly cow
Grasping for something in which to be glad

It would have been better to be alone
Than suffer now giving her my rib bone.

#8

Fair Eve has been gone from me seven days
Which now seems more like seven thousand years
The loneliness which I alone must bear
As punishment for my rebellious will
Which separation chose itself from you
Amids confusion of my selfishness
Which hinders the scope of my consciousness
And blinding me to what is really true
The view atop of your celestial hill
But now at barren lands and weeds I stare
Which seems more ugly now behind my tears
That flood the valley where my sorrow stays

And until my fair Eve returns to me
Days are longer than nights eternity.

#9

I miss you even more than I miss Eve
Yet now my love for her is ever strong
And she shall return in a few short weeks
But you sometimes I fear I'll never see
And sometimes wonder if I ever saw?
For Eden was for me so long ago
The truth of Eden I no longer know
But it is for your love and perfect law
Which makes me look for your eternity
Beyond the high crests of the tallest peaks
And up to heaven from all earthly wrong
To you in who my soul needs to believe

And though you hide from me forevermore
I'll always search for heavens creator.

#10

I only have myself to blame for this
Pain of all my suff'rage my woe and strife
I should have let the women die alone
Not sharing with her what was forbidden
But I was afraid of my loneliness
To watch Eve die alone would break my heart
I could not from my Eve then be apart
So I gave her my love and forgiveness
And together were cast out of Eden
After I ate with her the truth was shown
Of good and evil and the tree of life
The end of paradise and our sweet bliss

It was then fears lost love did make me eat
The fruit which both is bitter and is sweet.

#11

My spirit longs to soar the solar winds
Between the countless stars that heaven shows
Save were not pris'ner to ill flesh and time
Can only dream of such a pilgrimage
The hopeful questing of forbidden glimpse
Of your own image in who's mine was made
Ere earth was siege'd by evils darkest shade
Where I could still hear your most hollowed steps
Within the garden of my heritage
Where all things had their reason and their rhyme
But there your sweetest breath no longer blows
And where it does my spirit never finds

Unless by chance would see you passing by
Knowing I'm dead or that I'm soon to die.

Angel De Fuego
copyright 1990

Three Versions of Life

2010-10-17T20:27:00.000-07:00

Three Versions of Life
(The Other Trinity)

These Sonnets have an
(ABCDEFG-GFEDCBA-HH)
rhyme scheme. There are 7
Sonnets per each 3 versions,
for a total of 21 Sonnets.
Written in 1989 in Mexico

First version The version of Satan,
as the representation of evil

#1
I shall be judged for evil I have done,
And then be bound in chains with a black mass,
But I again shall rise to victory,
After a thousand years and not before,
Just as was prophesied so long ago,
To torment and hence to be tormented,
The gnashing of my teeth shall quake the earth,
Raging fire shall exhale with my hot breath,
To burn all armies who are intended,
On marching my domain a holy foe,
Outside all boundaries of my godly core,
And just as Jesus walked across the sea,
So I shall walk across the sea of glass,
To take my place upon my golden throne,

As I fell the Archangel Lucifer,
So shall you all fall with me to the fire.

#2
There shall be a battle fought in heaven,
And I shall bring Jehovah to His knees,
I shall ascend to heaven the most high,
To rule the universe my perfect way,
As I am the most perfect creation,
And all shall sing their praises to my name,
And all shall acknowledge I am their god,
Or I'll curse them for the dark roads they trod,
And for their evil deeds by which they came,
Lo I shall give them endless temptation,
And for their goodness I shall make them pay,
Then wiping on their tears I'll make them cry,
I'll plague them with hatred like a disease,
Forgive them not seventy times seven,

I fell as the Archangel Lucifer,
And they shall all fall with me to the fire

.#3
And there shall be a new heaven and hell,
Then I shall cast a darkness on the earth,
And no holy light shall shine upon it,
For I shall bind the God of light in chains,
And cast Him to the darkness ever more,
Then all the hosts of heaven I'll cast out,
Except the bloody lamb who is the Christ,
For He shall sit on my left side a priest,
And he shall punish those who turn about,
From evil to the goodness they adore,
And they shall have no hope,and have no gains,
Save my hot fire to burn them in my pit,
And I shall make them fornicate new birth,
To smite their child who rings the holy bell,

I fell as the Archangel Lucifer,
And you shall all fall with me to the fire.

#4
Lo I shall make my armies to march forth,
To conquer all creation in my name,
And there shall be no spirit that can hide,
From my demons of darkness bearing swords,
Who soar the heavens on their blacken wings,
Like vampires by night in search of blood,
To bite all men who walk upon the ground,
Where ever there's a goodly spirit found,
Converting them to darkness from the good,
And I shall delight in such evil things,
To see them desecrate the holy words,
The prophets wrote and left after they died,
And for myself all kingdoms I shall claim,
From East to West and then from South to North,

As I fell the Archangel Lucifer,
You shall all fall with me to the fire.

#5
Lo I shall defecate upon the earth,
And from my defecation shall arise,
The new Hades of brimstone and of fire,
Lo it shall burn throughout eternity,
And it shall be full of celebration,
And every kind of evil shall abide,
And everyone shall be drunk with new wine,
Which is fermented blood of fated swine,
And I shall make each harlot my own bride,
To fill them with my divine erection,
And my seaman shall flow as a vast sea,
And my children in evil shall aspire,
To be the sons and daughters of my lies,
And they shall find in goodly-nous no worth,

As I fell the Archangel Lucifer,
So shall they all fall with me to the fire.

#6
Lo I shall make the dark empire a jewel,
To place upon my flaming golden crown,
For it alone is worthy to hang there,
With all its hypocrites and false teachers,
With all its decadence and all its takers,
With all its murders and its drug abuse,
With all its raping and pornography,
Its youth aspiring to be like me,
Its criminals who have no real excuse,
Its prissiness and its god like fakers,
Its political conniving creatures,
Its presidents who golf without a care,
While all its social structures tumble down,
Save for the rich who treat the poorly cruel,

I fell as the Archangel Lucifer,
And I shall fall them with me to the fire.

#7
Yea I shall write upon their hearts my verse,
And they shall make my prophecies their lust,
And they shall bring to me for sacrifice,
Their twelve tribes of virgin first born daughters,
And I shall posses every living thing,
And there shall be no peace throughout the land,
I shall replace love with bitter hatred,
And there shall be nothing which is sacred,
For I shall reach out with my burning hand,
And to myself all things a flamed I'll bring,
I shall change the physics of their matters,
To hottest hot from all the coldest ice,
And I shall open full my burning thrust,
For I shall set ablaze the universe,

As I fell the Archangel Lucifer,
So shall you all fall with me to the fire.

Second version The version of Christ
As the representation of goodness.

#1
Get behind me you serpent Lucifer,
For I shall truly bind you once again,
And you shall never rise again from hell,
And you shall burn for every evil thing,
And I shall command that you let those free,
For whom I died for on redemption's cross,
But rose again to life on the third day,
And I'll return to take them all away,
Beyond a bridge which stretches far across,
To heaven where they'll live eternally,
To stand before the throne of God and sing,
And I say this is true what I now tell,
That they who ask me to forgive their sin,
Shall never burn with you in the hot fire,

I am the risen Christ the Lord Jesus,
And I shall raise them to my consciousness.

#2
And they shall live in new Jerusalem,
And I shall walk with them on streets of gold,
And everyone shall have a mansion there,
Even where the lamb lies with the lion,
As it is written in the holy word,
And God shall wipe the tears from all their eyes,
And they shall praise God through eternity,
Before His throne of gold on the glass sea,
Neath emerald rainbow in heavenly skies,
And He who brings not peace, but a sword,
Does also rest His feet upon Zion,
And sits upon His golden throne to hear,
Angelic choirs the shepherds did behold,
When the bright star shined over Bethlehem,

I am the living Christ the Lord Jesus,
And they shall all rise to my consciousness.

#3
And I shall profess them to my Father,
That they who know me, I also know them,
And they shall enter into the city,
Which I have prepared with carpenters hands,
Of perfect jewels and treasures and of gold,
And it will descend from God and through space,
Star-gating from His Godly womb of birth,
To land upon the new and perfect earth,
A gift to mankind from His perfect grace,
Who's countenance the angels now behold,
The brightness that now all around Him stands,
His glory shining through eternity,
The light of his beloved Jerusalem,
Where the chosen shall love each his brother,

I am the risen Christ the Lord Jesus,
And I shall rise these to my consciousness.

#4
And after the last seed has been planted,
There shall grow from it the tree of knowledge,
And they shall partake of the fruit it gives,
For He shall teach to them His own wisdom,
And they shall learn the truth forevermore,
They shall be His righteous sons and daughters,
And He shall make them gods over angels,
Who drink from the well of the Evangels,
Which flows from the sea of living waters,
Beyond the bridge which leads to heavens door,
Which He shall open wide to His kingdom,
Where He Himself our holy Father lives,
To brightly shine through every coming age,
That His perfect will should be exalted,

I am the living Christ the Lord Jesus,
And they shall all rise to my consciousness.

#5
And now I tell you what must come to pass,
Before I return for those who love me,
For whom I have sacrificed my own blood,
Even after death I kept my promise,
To rise again that they may also live,
But before I return, there must be love,
Or I shall have nothing to return for,
Behold I stand and knock at each mans door,
And if just one should look to me above,
Should open up his heart to freely give,
I then shall greet him with the Masters kiss,
And bless him for his faith which makes him good,
Lo we shall return to eternity,
To walk to God across the sea of glass,

I the Christ and Jesus the Lord, sala,
Shall rise him to my conscious nirvana.

#6
And does not nature herself teach to you,
Behold the time is near even at hand,
The harvest moon shall soon turn to blood red,
And now is the time to prepare yourselves,
For each kind of trial and tribulation,
The sign that I soon return for my own,
And in those days kings shall have the power,
To destroy the earth within an hour,
And every kind of warring shall be known,
Until the final annihilation,
But let not my words dust upon your shelves,
And take to heart believing what I said,
For I shall return to earths quaking land,
To take Gods children back to Him anew,

I am the living Christ the Lord Jesus,
And I shall raise them to my consciousness.

#7
Yes I shall teary until every ear,
Has heard the news, I died but rose from death,
To take my place at the right hand of God,
And every man shall have an equal chance,
To be forgiven of his natures sin,
And stand before God without a blemish,
But with a spirit pure and white as snow,
The envy of angels who can not know,
Gods forgiving love which is unselfish,
Which He has shown to man time and again,
And with each passing hour does enhance,
To guide the steps of those on His road trod,
And fill them with His life's renewing breath,
While to His throne, they ever closer near,

I am the living Christ the Lord Jesus,
And I shall rise them to my consciousness.

The third version The version of Adam
As the representation of mankind.

#1
We know you both are real, Satan and God,
We've heard it said this must be hell on earth,
And we have heard it said this must be heaven,
We see the destruction and the evil,
We see the caring and the peace and love,
And see the evidence of evil kings,
We've seen some promises of good come true,
And some of us believe in both of you,
But we still lack the answers to some things,
While some of us live by the stars above,
Others of us work to be more civil,
While some of us are balanced and are even,
The rest of us are falling from new birth,
To kill for pleasure, on the roads we trod,

We just are all the souls that mankind is,
And we shall rise or fall to our abyss.

#2
We shall surly cause our own destruction,
If we should send forth our flaming arrows,
Not having the full consciousness of it,
Which is our labeled spirit Lucifer,
And His fire shall consume the world,
Until it burns out and it cools to dust,
We prophesied that this would come to pass,
If we don't somehow raise our consciousness,
Leaving behind natural selected lust,
Evolving from our inner-godly word,
And learning how to control our own fire,
Rising it through our Chakras from our pit,
To our heads where it nirvana hallows,
Completing the cycle of creation,

We all are just the souls that mankind is,
An we shall fall and rise to our abyss.

#3
And we now stagnate from suffered karma,
The result of a foolish chosen cause,
We could be light years from our present state,
If not for our greed of instant pleasure,
Which natural selects itself to comfort,
Choosing the valleys easy way back home,
Regardless of the storm ahead rising,
To flood the Vally while compromising,
The higher harder trail still safe to roam,
Which also yields the means to build a fort,
From the fierce storms battle in full measure,
Of every kind of selfish greed and hate,
For which we need to have a billion laws,
Which we would not need with perfect dharma,

We are all just the souls that mankind is,
And we shall fall or rise from our abyss.

#4
Look, we could have god-like technology,
To star-gate to other universes,
If it was not for blinding ignorance,
And the fear that there's nothing after death,
Of the growing mass's of common man,
Who can not raise his consciousness enough,
To see the truth beneath his very nose,
And even though as plain as day it shows,
We still ignore the truth for worthless stuff,
Which ends up in the mortal garbage can,
Like every wasted and conceited breath,
Of each of us who pay our recompense,
To support the war save it disperses,
And peace should finally have eternity,

We all are just the souls that mankind is,
And we will rise or fall in our abyss.

#5
And while we proceed in our destruction,
We proceed to destroy our Mother earth,
And without her womb, there is no mankind,
And without man there is no consciousness,
Of the living Core, some now call God,
And though Gods consciousness will still exist,
There would not be a consciousness of it,
By man who creates what he will admit,
Without knowledge of what it does consist,
To himself what is true and what's facade,
About what's spiritual and what's religious,
About what's seen or hid from those are blind,
About good and bad and of death and birth,
Of cause and effect and evolution,

We just are all the souls that mankind is,
And we can rise or fall in our abyss.

#6
Now everybody claims to know the truth,
But every truth has its definition,
Which brightly shines proceeding from the Core,
An ever-living conscious without birth,
Completing the ring of eternity,
Like a perfect sphere the center of space,
An eye which see's itself inside and out,
And while the sun does look upon our doubt,
We sit at our tables to say the grace,
To thank it for its warm prosperity,
Which yields the fruits of Mother natures earth,
And to all it would yield an ample store,
If not for that old selfish condition,
Of man's obsession with his dying youth,

We are just all the souls that mankind is,
And we shall fall or rise from our abyss.

#7
A clock ticks on after it's maker dies,
But it too must some day stop forever,
Yet not after perhaps a thousand years,
So how much more will mankind's heart tick on,
Made by the Core which lives eternally?
As a whole mankind could mechanism,
Making his conscious an eternal clock,
To star-gate himself through deaths cryptic rock,
Of every kind of fanaticism,
Of what the real truth should or should not be,
Before it's too late and the chance is gone,
And mankind's left to bare unhopeful tears,
To kill the Womb of his blessed Mother,
And his extinction finally does realize,

All we are, is just the souls mankind is,
And we shall rise or fall to our abyss.

The End

Angel De Fuego
copyright 1989

10-10-10

2010-10-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

Today is the tenth month, the tenth day, and the tenth
year. Why is this important?

I have no idea.!!!

Struggling With Bipolar

2010-09-12T12:34:00.000-07:00

I am still having a hard time with depression.
I started Prozak a few days ago, so maybe that
will help.

Inducing Mania

2010-08-15T12:55:00.000-07:00

sleep study

I have learned that less sleep will make me manic

while more sleep will make me depressed.

Someone in their depressive cycle like me should

try to sleep less (4 hours) each night or less.

Also staying up all night and not sleeping till the

next night should snap one out of a depression cycle

and then 4 hours a night after that should maintain

a baseline well balanced between mania and depression.

Sleep Deprivation Therapy for Bipolar

I will put this to the test to find out if this will work

for me. Details at eleven.

No Sign of Returning

2010-07-18T11:39:00.000-07:00

long empty roads

I am still waiting for my manic creative side to

cycle back again. But so far there seems to be

no sign of it returning. That adds to my already

depressive state making me even worse.

Happy 4th of July America

2010-07-04T10:36:00.000-07:00

Now please try and not start any fires with fireworks.

Poor Starving Bastards

2010-07-02T11:21:00.000-07:00

Cargo fails to dock with space station

The Progress is a Russian cargo vehicle

The Russian cargo vehicle Progress has failed to dock with the International Space Station after an apparent electronics failure.

There was a failure of "telemetry", effectively the radio contact needed to complete the docking, Nasa said.

The spaceship was carrying food, fuel and other supplies.

Unconfirmed reports quoting a Russian cosmonaut, Alexander Skvortsov, said the cargo vehicle was spinning out of control away from the space station.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science_and_environment/10495309.stm

Mentally Challenged?

2010-06-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

Can having bipolarity be considered as being mentally challenged?
I never thought so before I fell into a deep depression and now
to quote The Three Stooges: "I tried to think, but nothing happened".

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"I tried to think, but nothing happened"

The Three Stooges

Bipolar Is Stressful

2010-06-08T13:25:00.000-07:00

I am now seeing that the way my bipolar disorder makes

me act and do things etc, is for me a very stressful way of

life. That is to say that my bipolarity makes me be a way

that in the long end makes me be full of stress and anxiety.

But mostly its the depression that gets me down and sucks

the energy out of me. I am now thinking very seriously about

going on Lithium which is said/documented to be the

only thing that really does work for bipolarity. If the Lithium

will help to take all the stress and depression away, then

it will be the answer to my prayers.

The Antikythera Mechanism

2010-05-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

There are 82 remaining fragments of the mechanism

that contain a total of 30 gears. The largest piece

contains 27 of the gears.

X-ray image

The Antikythera mechanism is a unique mechanical calculator from second-century B.C. Greece. Its sophistication surprised archaeologists when it was discovered in 1901. But no one had anticipated its true power.
Advanced imaging tools have finally enabled researchers to reconstruct how the device predicted lunar and solar eclipses and the motion of the moon in the sky.
Inscriptions on the mechanism suggest that it might have been built in the Greek city of Syracuse (now in modern Sicily), perhaps in a tradition that originated with Archimedes.

Clicking on the x-ray image will expand

it then it will expand one more time.

You can see a small phillips head screw

on the lower right hand side. You can

also see lots of gears like a watch.

This thing is amazing.

It is very hard to believe that this

thing is more than 2000 years old.

Artificial Life?

2010-05-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

No, These are not eyes. These are cells, one is artifical and the other
one is real. Scientists have finally created DNA.

Article

If we stupid humans can do it, then I guess aliens from other
worlds could do it too, and place such life on a planet (earth) to
see what would happen. We may just be such an experiment.
Now if those aliens called themselves gods and there planet

was named heaven, then it would all make perfect sense.

Big Bang=Big End?

2010-05-18T10:15:00.001-07:00

I Just saw a documentary about the big bang and

where the universe is heading. Now it looks like

the universe will eventually expand until it becomes

nothing. All the matter and galaxies will breakdown

until there is only emptiness no longer expanding.

But what I think will really happen, is it will start to

implode until it becomes so small that it explodes again.

If nothing else, the Big Bang theory helps tremendously

to prove the creation theory (a beginning) so in a way

science is helping to prove the existence of God.

Next Blog>

2010-05-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

Looking at others blogs, I find most of them

to be much like my own when it comes to

posting. Most people don't post every single

day and the blogs are about everyday life.

Also, the Next Blog> link (button) itself

can take me to the same blogs like being

stuck in a loop, depending on which blog

I start from.

If I start from this Weblog De Fuego blog

then I get blogs about autism and bipolar

and other psychological disorders. But if

I start from my piano music blog, then

I get blogs about classical music and such.

But the thing that really gets me is that I

never run into any of my own 35 blogs

nor the 6 I have showing on my profile view.

Something About Oil in the Golfballs?

2010-05-14T10:07:00.000-07:00

I took this photo today.
The other oil in the
gulf speaks for itself. :-(

Update:

Now its Golf balls In The Oil

Found Missing

2010-05-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

When I woke up this morning I found that

my brain was missing. Oh Well!!!!!!!!! :-)

Hopefully I will find it again tomorrow.

All The World's A Stage,

2010-05-12T12:18:00.000-07:00

"And all the men and women merely players"

God the audience of three,

Are always watching me.

About Weblog De Fuego

2010-05-09T14:40:00.000-07:00

This weblog de fuego, is supposed to be the front page
or cover page, that connects you to my art, which are in
fact other blogs of mine. But when I look at it over the
past 3+ years, I have not always done a good job at this.

So to sorta as they say "connect the dots" I can tell you
that clicking on my profile view will take you to the most
important of my 35 blogs.

About 2012

2010-05-02T10:09:00.000-07:00

I have studied about 2012 since the 80's

and now I am thinking that nothing bad

will happen as in the end of all life and

the world. This cycle happens every

26.000 years and the world/earth still

exists and there is still life on it.

While there could be natural occurrences

and some disasters effecting human lives,

I doubt that all life and earth itself will

disappear forever, at least not in our life

time. I have written 35 sonnets about this

back in 1993 here.

I Never Have Liked Muslims, But Now........

2010-04-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

This is about the muslims in New York

that want to kill the creators of the

cartoon "South Park" for putting

Muhammad in a.................... bear suit?

Yes, a bear suit.

HERE

Iranian Christians

2010-04-20T10:57:00.000-07:00

The link below will take you to a site with

tons of links all about Iranian Christians.

http://www.farsinet.com/ici/links.html

In Quiet Desperation

2010-04-18T17:13:00.000-07:00

Since I'm bipolar, I can never be sure if people

like me or not. There is a group of people that

I sometimes hang out with, and I feel comfortable

around all of them save one. This guy I still have

no idea how to size up and get to know, and

now I think that maybe he just doesn't like me

for some reason.

Maybe some day I will approach him and tell

him that he makes me a little nervous. Then

ask him out right if I ever offended him or

something like that. I am very shy and always

have been since I was a kid so it is very hard

for me to talk to people.

Or maybe I should just let it go and blame it

on my bipolarity thinking that something is

wrong when it really isn't?

Who knows?

Today was the first day that I have been with

this group in about three months and I had a

good time. Two good friends of mine are back

together as a couple and I am glad.

Facebook Is Not For Me

2010-04-12T09:50:00.000-07:00

I resisted for over a year to NOT go to facebook and open an account.

But after getting talked into it, I did open an account but did not

like it at all. I lasted about 2 weeks and when my two sisters found

me and started asking millions of questions about me, I decided

to close the account. It was too demanding and people I don't even

know, were talking to me and asking me stuff.

So, do not look for me on facebook cause you will not find me there.

Moving Right Along

2010-04-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

Nothing new right now update.

Volunteering For Space Flight Test

2010-04-01T12:25:00.000-07:00

I will be shot into space faster than ever before possible.

When I return, everyone on earth will have aged 50+

years, but I will only have aged 5+ hours.

So, see you all when I get back, if your still here.

Strong Man Can Squish His Own Head

2010-03-22T10:21:00.000-07:00

If I want to I can squish my own head between my thumb

and my finger. That's how strong I am.

Turning Back Into Fire

2010-03-21T14:39:00.001-07:00

The camera caught me turning back into fire which I do

many times a day. That's why I'm called 'The Angel of Fire'

My fire does not burn like normal fire does, and is not hot

to the touch. So its sorta safe.....unless I get mad, then it can

get hotter than the sun.

It's Always About Being Bipolar

2010-03-05T08:05:00.000-08:00

Weblog De Fuego is about being bipolar and how bipolarity

affects and shapes my life into what it is today. My artistic

temperament is a product of my bipolarity as noted in the

Book, Touched With Fire by Dr. Kay Redfield Jamison.

For the first time in my life, three years ago, I cycled down

into a deep depression and am still waiting to come out

of it and back into my manic cycle where I am up and

creating art again. It is during my manic cycles that I am

energetic and creative and full of new and wonderful ideas.

The depression sucks the life out of me even to the point

of being stupid and not being able to think and make good

judgments. Its like being two opposite people, one smart

and energetic while the other one is slow and stupid.

This is what true bipolarity is all about.

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"I tried to think, but nothing happened"

The Three Stooges

Dark Matter

2010-02-12T07:53:00.000-08:00

Dark Matter Photo of Space

The link below is to an article about dark matter in the universe.

Dark Matter Article

The Quantum Clock

2010-02-08T17:08:00.000-08:00

Chou with the Quantum Clock

Now this is Cool!!!!

Get Satan Off Your Back

2010-02-07T16:48:00.000-08:00

Satan the Luciferous Dragon

For a $20 donation, I'll get Satan OFF YOUR BACK!

Imagine being the only person in your church who IS NOT being

bugged by Satan. Your friends will be amazed at how you just

seem to glide thru life, as if without a care. Impress your colleges

and co-workers. Without Satan bugging you, you can finally live

your dream life as never before.

My technique is foolproof and is backed up by prayer and

Biblical research.I guaranty that my prayers and special

technique will get Satan off your back. Once and for all get

rid of Satan out of your life by letting me use my method.

One small $20 dollar donation can do all of this for you.

So act now and donate to me and start living the life that

you have always wanted.

click HERE to donate $20 dollars to Rev. Angel De Fuego

and receive your special prayer today. This is a one time

offer.

Void where prohibited by law.

The Resemblance Is Maddening

2010-01-15T08:23:00.000-08:00

MAD

Pat Robertson ALSO MAD

Updated 11-30-09

2009-08-24T15:55:00.000-07:00

I am a patch wearing member of Bikers For Christ.

our biker church is located in Oceanside California.

Bikers For Christ

We will come and lay our hands on you and pray

at you in tongues. We will anoint you with bike oil

and put a leather belt around you and put the helmet

of salvation upon your head.

I Am Still Here...Sorta.

2009-07-28T18:58:00.000-07:00

Nothing to say right now.

Starting Treatment

2009-06-23T15:08:00.000-07:00

I will be starting treatment for Hep-C , in about

a month or so. Treatment lasts from 24-72 weeks.

My new doctor says that I am a good candidate for

this kind of treatment and that it should be successful.

But, I do have to learn to inject (syringe) myself maybe

up to 4 times a week during treatment. Ouch!

Wish me luck. :-)

2009-06-05T16:49:00.000-07:00

I Am Still Updating

2009-06-02T13:00:00.000-07:00

Every once in a while I will update this ancient blog.

This Weblog De Fuego homepage is linked to other

blogs of mine.

Never Mind!

2009-05-12T14:09:00.000-07:00

Better yet, just forget it!

Just Getting Back From There

2009-05-10T18:32:00.000-07:00

"There" is a place that only I can go
But just because I'm back, don't mean
you can go and start asking a Zillion ?'s
about where is "There"

"There" is somewhere in my head, so it's
not like anybody else can just go there.
What?.......forget it!

Forgetting About My Sonnets

2009-03-20T15:00:00.000-07:00

It is easy for me to just forget about all

the sonnets that I have written. So I need

to post them once in a while to remind

myself.

Something Is Blocking Me!

2009-03-19T18:38:00.000-07:00

I still can't write a thing on this my Weblog.

I go to forums and write things, but here,

forget it! Maybe I am just bored with this

whole blog thing........again. But it is a log of

my bipolarity from July of 2007 so I still

need to write something down even if it is

just I HATE DOING THIS NOW!!! ......sorry.

There is Plenty Knew

2009-03-16T11:46:00.000-07:00

But I am to depressed to talk about it.

Happy Birthday Dad

2009-03-07T14:19:00.000-08:00

Today is my dad's 90th birthday!

Nothing to Say Today

2009-03-06T09:05:00.000-08:00

Maybe I'm Possessed After All?

2009-03-04T09:30:00.000-08:00

I am definitely possessed with depression.

So if there is a spirit of depression, then I

got the little bastard inside of me. So......

the question really is: Is there a spirit

of depression? If I go to my Christian forum

and suggest a spirit of depression, then

most will agree. But if I suggest that I am

possessed with such a spirit, then eyebrows

go up and my salvation gets questioned.

If I go to my bipolar forum and suggest

a spirit of depression, most will not agree

and call it a chemical imbalance which it

actually is. BUT, my question is wondering

if the chemical imbalance is really caused

by the spirit of bipolarity? ...........WHAT?

Forget it?

60 Sonnets From 2002

2009-03-01T08:42:00.001-08:00

I wrote these 60 sonnets to inspire myself

while being falsely accused and put into prison.

It all turned out OK in the end, but these sonnets

are the product of it all. Please Enjoy!

Nothing Intelligent To Say

2009-02-28T11:30:00.000-08:00

Thinking of something intelligent to say

just doesn't work for me sometimes. I could

blame it on my depression, so I will. :-)>

Asked G-d To Take Me

2009-02-27T10:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I asked G-d to take me but

G-d let me live one more day, so here I am.

Hurrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!

Oh Tetragrammaton!

2009-02-26T13:49:00.000-08:00

Keep me from those who would let me

do harm to myself, by believing their lies,

and kill me Oh G-d for my stupidity/foolishness,

and receive my spirit into your loving hands.

*Angel lies down and waits for G-d to take him

for being too stupid to live*

Don't Matter How Far You Come

2009-02-25T19:23:00.000-08:00

There will always be someone who thinks

that you have to still come up to their image

level in their serpent brain. For example:

I used to be a wizard and have actually called

the spirits of the dead into my presence so as

to effect things around me and to even enter

the body of a living person their perfect twin.

But I gave that all up for Yeshua. What?

Forget it!

Who Were the Nephilim?

2009-02-23T14:51:00.000-08:00

Click here to find out what the Bible says

DAB is Down?

2009-02-23T12:48:00.000-08:00

If anyone finds their way here from Daily

Audio Bible, please tell Brian that the DAB

site is down. Every time I try to go there,

all I get is this:

Database Error: Unable to connect to the database:Could not connect to MySQL

It don't seem like it is a problem from my end, since every place

else I want to go on the net, I can go. It all started after trying to

reply to a new thread titled COKE. the author is called iamacanadian1

or something like that. I did get back once this morning and left a post

on the windfarm new thread.......anyway!

Obama is AntiChrist?

2009-02-23T12:20:00.000-08:00

I have been wondering since before

his election, if Obama could be the

so called AntiChrist or angel of light

who takes over little by little and even

almost tricks the true believers.

But now if Obama nationalizes the banks

City Group and Bank of America....and it

looks that way, then Obama really is the

AntiChrist. I have done lots of research

on this.

Demonic Stronghold ?

2009-02-22T17:31:00.000-08:00

Why on earth the devil would ever want

to hold me, is beyond me. I don't like him

either. It seems like spirit molestation akin

to child molestation. That is to say, if the devil

ever had a stronghold on me, it would be because

he was spiritually molesting me. Like a spiritual

pervert. Does this make any sense?

Nibiru and 2012

2009-02-21T09:53:00.000-08:00

Nibiru+2012

Mexican Muslims-This is Not Good

2009-02-18T08:32:00.000-08:00

Right in out back yard, we (USA) have a growing

problem. Right now it seems harmless, but later

we may have Islamic Mexican extremists living

in TJ. Click here to see and here the nest of

vipers forming.

Mexico Discovers Islam

2009-02-17T11:41:00.000-08:00

The fact that Mexico is turning to Islam

makes me wonder about Muslim & Catholic

relations in the same towns. Sounds dangerous!

I live right near the border on USA side, so

I hope not!

Market Losses, No Big deal

2009-02-17T08:13:00.000-08:00

Wife and I have lost $20.000 in recent market

down turns, but I really don't care. Like Job

in the Bible, I came in with nothing, and would

rather go with nothing. My depression has

nothing to do with money. I have been homeless

and poor many times in my life because of my

bipolarity. The truth is I will never be rich since

Jesus says that it is almost impossible for a rich

man to go to heaven.....so I don't want to be rich,

cause that thought scares me.

see article below:

Dow Nears Lowest Level In a Decade